Lottie

chapter 14

My house now was made out of sticks in the forest where I permanently sat crying in pain. Why did my life have to be a screw up? I went into a vision of the mysterious man. The man was running, then I was running and it continued like that for a while. After he was just standing in the middle of the forest staring at me. He grabbed me and put me in his car.

I came out of the vision curled up rocking back and forth on my bum in the middle of the forest scared to death. I needed to find out who mysterious (the man) is. I had no idea his face was unrecognisable.

I had another vision it was a quick one mysterious was writing a letter it read ‘I need to get Lottie so I can see my future’

He wanted me to see his future! My heart suddenly started beating faster and faster as I realised I had no home and no one to protect me from him. No one to save me but myself. He is going to come for me and I don’t know when. I stared to feel really scared. I was pacing up and down the cleared part of the forest.

My stomach was rumbling as I hadn’t eaten anything in ages. I had some money in my bank but no much at all. I needed to use it wisely. I went down to the bank. Even more people were staring at me because I looked a mess I had black streaks down my face, my hair was in tangles and I probably smelt really bad. I did have changes of clothes but not many because they were burnt in the fire.

I got to the bank and put in my debit card. £70 it said, that was nothing how could I by anything with that.

I thought to myself. I don’t know why I'm still trying. I don’t anything to live for maybe I should just let mysterious kill me then I would not have to suffer. I would go through a lot less pain, less loss. But then that would be giving up… but maybe that’s what I need to do I don’t have the slightest bit of hope left. It’s all been stolen. I tried to think when did it get to this? How has it got so bad?