I was in a blue bed in the spare room, surrounded by junk, at my grans. Crying, crying for my mum, crying for my brother. I missed them dearly. I thought to myself why? Why me, why can’t I just be a normal girl that can’t see the future has friends, still has a family and a house.
My Dad and my Gran is all I had left, not that my gran cared. I longed to have Max with me right now comforting me I missed his warmth from his skin when he cuddles me and tingle in his voice when he cheers me up. And then I remembered why we weren’t talking in the first place, that just made me cry more. I had been crying so much that my eyes were aching. The pain of losing the ones you love is unbearable, UN describable. I need to stop blaming myself for what happened but I can’t because it’s my fault. These are the things that were going round and round my head.
My Gran walked past my room and said
“Stop sobbing; its giving me a head ache cut it out”
I could not believe it that was one of the first things she has said to me in 9 years. I could not understand why she wasn’t sad, why she was telling me to be quiet. I had just lost my mum and brother for goodness sakes. I was really angry with her. Am I not allowed to be sad now? I got up swag open the door straight out the house and ran down the path to my hut, in tears. I trembled with sadness and laid on the ground.
“WHY”I screamed with sorrow at the top of my voice, out of breath from running
“WHY ME”
I HATE my life.
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Lottie
FantasyNineteen year old Lottie is a girl with a secret: She can see the future. She has always been different, and out-casted for it. She has always relied on her best, (and only) friend Max, whom she finds herself falling hopelessly for. Then she is hit...
