Not Our Parents

Chapter Twenty

Maia

After I left Mason's I just decided to go home. My parents were at work so I wouldn't have to deal with them questioning me. I took my shoes off as I entered the empty house and walked the long and tiring staircase.

We're fuck buddies...

His words kept repeating in my mind. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. I wanted to laugh at myself for even thinking that Mason James Brooks would even think twice about dating me. I was stupid.

What do you want us to be?

Maybe I should've told him that I was possibly in love with him. Maybe it was best that we should be just fuck buddies. I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. Before Mason and I had sex, we were best friends. I could tell him everything and anything that I couldn't tell the girls. I felt more comfortable about opening up to Mason than anyone else. He was my other half.

We're fuck buddies...

I bit back the tears that had threatened to spill from my eyes. I stripped of my clothes and sat at the end of my bed and let the tears fall. Hid words kept replaying in my mind and it was driving me insane.

I couldn't vent to one of the girls, none of them knew Mason and I had sex. They would be hurt. But, Gabbie didn't tell any of us either. I don't know why, but texting Gabbie would make me feel more comfortable. She wouldn't judge me for not telling. Since she kept losing her virginity and a pregnancy from us. I text her once and only once. Explaining my situation and asking for advice on what I should do next. She replied almost instantly.

Received;

Gabbiee;

Wow. What a dick! You need to take control. Tell him what you want from this and if he can't accept it then no more. You don't need to be with him just do he can have sex. Take control and tell me what he says!!

I was going to reply but my phone buzzed again.

Received;

Mason;

You told Gabbie? I thought this was our little secret? Did that not mean anything to you?

I groaned loudly and stood from my bed. I walked over to the stereo and turned it on. And unfortunately, one of his father's songs came on. I groaned and cursed myself for getting so caught up in his life and trying so hard to be more than just his friend.

Received:

Mason;

If you're going to walk around your room like that at least invite me over

I walked over to my windows and closed my drapes. I scoffed and took off my panties and bra and walked to the bathroom. I filled the tub with water and bubbles and lit a few candles. I climbed into the tun slowly and sighed deeply.

Received:

Mason:

Tease

I placed my hands over my face and cried. I didn't make any noise, it just let the tears fall down my face and into the bubble filled water. I was so stupid. I wiped my tears away and look to the ledge next to me. I took the razor into my hand and twirled it around. The next thing I knew I was taking it apart.

Danni

"Three months and fourteen days."

The doctor smiled as she began checking up on the baby. She smiled towards the screen and assured me that everything was okay.