Can't you see that I'm dying?
I've spent all of my lonely nights crying,
making myself believe it's not true
and end up waking in the morning without you.
I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real
But pain really hurts and it's really how I feel
My heart becomes broken
Someday my tears will be frozen
Pain, pain just go away!
Please don't come back another day.
Tears falling down my face.
Oh, how I wish for their embrace.
I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
Nobody could hear my cries at night
How I wish for my mom and dad to hold me tight
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.
Day by day,
I was slowly dying.
I couldn't go on,
There was something missing...
Surrounded with the nightmares
The hatred screams through flares
Pulsing through my veins is the anger I feel
Wounds break open as soon as they seal
Darkness surrounds me with every step I take
I manage a smile, but do you know it's a fake?Nobody knows what I go through everyday. Nobody knows what I have to do just to make it through the day.
Don't you see these tears
Don't you see the hurt from so many years
The little girl that was hurt so bad
Is now 14 years old and utterly sad
I didn't want you to see the tears in my eyes
When I was standing there waving goodbye
I didn't want you to get on that flight
Because i feel fear and fright
Pain surrounds me everyday. It just doesn't seem to go away. I can't take this pain anymore
I just want to walk out the door
I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of fighting I'm tired of running. I'm tired of hurting.
I'm tired of everything.
Someday all of my tears will be frozen And the nightmares won't be awaken And I won't be dying anymore Because I will fight even more
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Author's Note:
Hey guys!! Omo Thank you for reading it. Hope you like my poem :) . What can you say about it? And please don't forget to share/recommend this to your friends and to also vote for it if you like it. XOXO -Anna :*
