Heyy guys :)
i know i haven't updated for a while, I've said so already in my message :) anyways. here's chapter 24.
I can't believe it's really almost the end..
one more chapter.. and it's all over...
i'll really miss the characters.. and the story :)
thanks so much for reading, keep readinggg!
xoxo
Sallie W.
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Chapter 24:
When I finally checked my watch, I found it was already quite late, and I decide to head home and flag down a cab. I think a lot in the cab.
If Cameron and I got back together, what will happen to me, Tim and Ricky? Ricky will have an unstable childhood, and might end up feeling insecure and unsafe throughout his life. I don't even what to think about Tim, he'll be so hurt. He'll never forgive me.
That's all not an option.
But... what if the reason I married Tim was to get over Cameron? Are the feelings I feel for him for real? Or am I simply transferring my feelings for Cameron to him?
I pinch myself. This isn't a dream. It's real.
It's not a game. It's life.
More than ever, I wish I wasn't myself. Why couldn't I have been born from a normal family?
I've rarely visited my own family. I did find them when I was engaged and invited them to my wedding, but that was about three years ago, and even then we barely talked.
I can't do this. Not anymore. I'm totally sick of this love game. I'm sick of life itself.
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When I arrive home I go straight into my room where Tim is already asleep.
I strip and change, then slide in next to him. I turn so I'm facing him, and watch him sleep. His chest moves up and down evenly, snoring lightly.
I move over and place my head on top of his chest and sigh.
A Few Questions You Can Ask Yourself: (ahaahaha, something that can bug you while you're waiting for 25.)
Who Will Hayden Choose?
If She chooses Tim, what will Happen to Cameron?
If She Chooses Cameron, what will happen to Tim and Ricky?
WHO WILL SHE CHOOOSEEEE???
how will she deal with this?
who has she really chosen in her heart??
you've gotta wait for that ;)
anyways, in the meantime, i'm uploading the first chapter of Can You Hear Me? I Love You. I'll be also uploading the Prologue along wiht it, for people who didn't read my Story Update.
thanks guys!
please vote and comment.
xoxo
Sallie W.