Being their sister(Janoskians)

Chapter 8

Rubys POV

I woke up to the smell of waffles, man i love them. I went straight downstairs and was greeted by Nonno and Nonna. Nonna was cooking waffles and Nonno was sat at the table reading the daily horse racing results, as usual.

"hey poochie, sleep well?" Nonno asked

"Yeah, I just keep having nightmares about it all"I replied, I can't stop dreaming about it since it happened that night.

"Aw, sweetheart, it'll get better" Nonno said giving me a hug.

"C'mon, eat up" Nonna said putting a plate of waffles in front of me. I ate 1 but i didn't have the appetite to eat another, there really is something wrong with me. I thanked Nonna and walked to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror after getting washed, and sighed, I looked awful. I went into my room and got changed and put some light make up on. Nonno walked upstairs telling me mum wants me back now, i packed my stuff up and made my way downstairs. Nonna gave me a big hug and told me everything will be ok, and I followed Nonno into their car. We sat in the car with the sound of the radio filling our ears. We reached our house and Nonno walked me to the door gave me a hug and left. I walked in and it all I could hear was Jai and Beau shouting. I slammed the front door shut, and immediately mum, Luke, Jai and Beau came out of the living room to where I was. Silence filled the air. I stood their awkwardly fidgeting with my bag until Luke came over ripped it out of my grasp, and pulled me into a tight hug, tears streaming down his face, he whispered that he was sorry and that set me off crying too. Mum and Beau came over hugging us but Jai walked off into his and Lukes room. What really was his problem?

Lukes POV

Beau and Jai were arguing over the whole situation, I don't understand Jai's problem, like I realised last night when she was at Nonna and Nonnos how upset and hurt she must have been and it doesn't help with whats happened recently. I feel so bad, how could I have been so inconsiderate, shes my little sister, I'm supposed to make sure she doesn't get hurt, what a great job i've done. When I heard the door slam, I was so happy, then when I saw it for definite was her I had to hug her. Seeing her stood their messing around with her back, annoyed me as she obviously felt awkward and un wanted, when she really was wanted. I just had to tell how sorry I was, so  walked over there and chucked her bag on the floor looked her in the eyes, she had a sense of fear in them, so I hugged her, crying telling her I was sorry, she started to cry so i hugged her tighter, mum and Beau joined in, Jai just went off in a huff. We left him to it and we sat in the front room

"Ruby, I never knew what I said, I'm so sorry, it hurts me knowing that I hurt you." I said to her

"It's okay, i over reacted" she replied

"No. You didn't, you had a right to be annoyed, If we go to the UK, you go to the UK. Deal?" I asked

"Deal" she said with a smile and we shuck hands.

Rubys POV

"Darling, you have an appointment in an hours time with that therapist, I can't take you so Beau will,is that alright?" Mum said

"Yeah sure" I said with a smile, but to be honest, I was worried about this appointment, what if they tell me i'll never get over it?

"We'll 'ave a great drive won't we sis?" Beau said goofing around making me laugh, it's been so long since I've laughed, it felt good. 

Me and Beau got ready to go as we had to be there in 15 mins. I said bye to mum and Luke hugging them and walking out the door with Beau. We got in the car, and the radio had the news on, they were saying that Russell Howard is doing a tour around Australia! I couldn't believe it, I love him so much, he's perfect and hilarious, Beau knows how much i love him so he said he would try get tickets for me. I thanked him and looked forward to the day they go on sale. We arrived at the Doctors/Therapist practice, the nerves sunk in, i was so scared. We walked in and Beau signed me in, we waited in the waiting room in silence. People were staring and pointing towards Beau, they must know about the Janoskians. We ignored it and a women asked for me to follow her, Beau had to stay in the waiting room, which made me even more scared. I approached the room and sat down. 5 seconds later a tall slim women walked in taking a seat. 

"Hi Ruby, I'm Dr Hughes, i'll be your therapist for as long as you want, lovely to meet you, are you ready to get started?"She asked, I liked her already, she seems bubbly and happy

"Um, hi, and yeah?" I replied

"Okay, could you please lay down over there please?"She asked. I walked to the other side of the room, and laid down in the plush lounger thing they have, and she pulled her chair over and sat down ready to record what I say down in the notebook.

"Okay, Ruby, How are you sleeping?" She asked.I told her everything, I had to I told her the events of that night, the events of the whole UK thing, and the whole friends business. She asked me if i'd ever self harmed, so I told her I had, I told her the last time was last night. We talked for a bit longer, time flew by quick as we were interrupted by the alarm going off, signaling our session was over. 

"Well, that flew by didn't it!"She said

"Yeah it did"

"Okay, how are you feeling about how this session went?" She asked

"I feel like a huge grey cloud has gone" I replied

"Good! Very good." She said "Now i've figured out whats wrong with you, i'm gonna get your brother to come in, so I can talk to him about it too." She left the room and the a couple of seconds later she came back with Beau, she said back down and Beau sat next to me.

"Okay, now with the situation that happened a few days ago it will take time for you to get back to yourself, which is fine, I've seen young girls in you position and they were badly affected, I will help you to overcome this, but the thing that has stood out for me is how sad you are, and with the things you have told me about, I have come to the conclusion that you are, I'm afraid Ruby, you're Bipolar. I have got some tablets for you take once a day, I'm very sorry, I've booked you another appointment for Wednesday." And with that we left the practice. I couldn't believe this. Beau look like hes seen a ghost, I started to cry as we got nearer to the house. I knew it would be hard to tell mum, Luke and i guess Jai will find out too. Why me? Wait scrap that, I'd rather me be Bipolar than any of my family and Rich, Sam and Elliott. I had to be strong. I can pull through right?

 Hiya! So I know I haven't updated for a while, so here you go!:) It's short but more will be coming soon! Bye!

P.S. If you dont know who Russell Howard, he's an English Comedian, I love him:)))