You're My Little Skyscraper - Demi Lovato Fan Fiction

Chapter 29 - A Fake Act

Demi's POV

Why is it when you're linked to someone you're supposed to know everything about them?! I swear every interview I've done lately there has been a question about Rick in there somewhere. And I fear today will be the same situation.

I was in the car on my way to an interview at some studio somewhere.. I don't know I forgot Max mumbles a lot.. It's not my fault he's got a bloody accent!

"Demi were here" - Max said turning around from the front seat. Well at least I think that's what he said. He got out and opened the door for me, I put on a fake smile and stepped out the car to be greeted by a few fans outside the studio. I stopped to sign a few photos along with taking a few photos. I gave them all a small smile and a wave before walking inside the studio with Max leading the way. Max it's okay I got this you don't need to walk me everywhere I'm not 2, even though I may act it at times.

"Alright you've got 10 minutes before your interview Dem" - Max said as he backed towards the door and I went to sit down in the chair getting my phone out.

"Are you okay?" - He asked, I could hear the concern in his voice. Let's be honest I am worried about Rick.. he's just so broken and it is literally breaking my heart to see him like it, I swear when I saw those cuts on his wrists I felt my heart shatter inside of me.

"Yeah I'm fine Maxy" - I said looking up and giving him a tired smile. This was all mentally draining. He gave a small smile and walked back down the corridor. Wow I think that's the first time I've ever seen Max smile I must savour this moment. I swung my chair around and looked in the mirror letting out a huge sigh and rubbing my face. That's it Demi try and rub the exhaustion off your face cause that'll work. I grabbed my phone and opened twitter.

@ddlovato What's uppppppp!!! I'm live on Kiss FM Radio in 10 minutes!!! Don't forget to send in your questions at #KissKissDemi and I'll answer as many as I can!

@ddlovato Ughh :(

Ooops shouldn't have sent that now everyone's sending in concerned tweets... oh well.

@mnnplusddl @ddlovato don't be sad dem :( your lovatics love you!!! we'll pull you through!! <3

That tweet just stood out through the rest of them...

@ddlovato @mnnplusddl thank you so much girl

@ddlovato You guys are too good...

@ddlovato Alright I'm gonna be honest with you lot.. I miss Ricky loads and I'm worried sick about him.. I wish there was more I could do I feel helpless.. I just want him to be okay..

@ddlovato BUT.. I know you guys are sending your prayers and your love and that means the absolute world to me!!!!

@ddlovato I love my lovatics <3

As soon as I sent them I heard Max call me from the corridor so I got up and followed him into the studio, okay Dems fake smile make everyone think you're fine. It'll avoid questions that way. As I took a seat in front of the mic and put a set of headphones on I prayed the next a few minutes would go fast.

"You're listening to Kiss FM live and here in the studio with us today is the amazing Demi Lovato, Demi how're you doing?"

"I'm doing alright yeah" - I said forcing a smile out.

"Now let's dive right in, you're writing your new album is that right?"

"Yeah! I've been writing it for a while now so it should be out soon"

"Is it different from your other albums or is it the same or is it like a mixture?"

"It's very personal, it's to me the best I've written so far and it has some of the best songs I've ever written, it's going back to my roots a little bit from the first two albums, there's some very mature songs on this album that open up about things I haven't spoken about but also its just got some really great pop songs that everyone's gonna want to dance to"

"Well I know we're excited about it and I know your fans are to, you're lovatics, did I say it right?"

"I don't know anymore hahaha!! They came up with it themselves so you'll have to ask them!"

"Now speaking of asking things we've got loads of questions from your lovatics, so thank you to everyone who sent in their questions using the hashtag kiss kiss demi"

"Brilliant!!"

"Now before we do can we ask one more thing, have you spoken to Rick since he's been away?" - For fuck sake every bloody time!!

"Umm I don't want to be rude or anything but can we just not talk about Rick.. I didn't come here to talk about my personal life, I came here to talk about my music" - I said sternly hoping they'd get the hint.

"Hey no problem, okay first question! Andrew stop asking Demi about Rick.. haha I know! Ummm alright, Macy asks what's the best thing about touring?

"My fans end of" - I said a genuine smile emerging onto my face with a small chuckle.

"Haha good answer, um Danny asks when are you going on tour again?"

"Um most likely when the album comes out I wanna do something massive with this album!" - As we continued the rest of the interview answering questions from fans I was trying so hard to keep up this whole fake happy act, I mean it's been years since I've had to do this... I was rusty.

"So Demi do you have anything to say to your fans before we wrap this up?"

"Yeah just thank you without you guys I wouldn't have a job so thank you for the support and love and thank you from the bottom of my heart for your amazing support to Rick.. I love you guys" - I said wrapping this interview up and taking photos with the staff, Max ushered me out of the studio and out into the daylight. Lovely fucking paparazzi.

"Demi Demi!! Have you spoken to Rick?"

"Demi how's Rick?!"

"Demi! Are you and Rick still together?!" - Oh my god shut the fuck up already!

"Do you people have nothing better to do than fucking hassle me about my private life!! Get a fucking life!!" - I fired back at the group of paparazzi around me and Max.

"Hey Demi cool it!" - Max snapped at me as he opened the car door for me.

"Easy for you to say" - I mumbled as I got into the car as Max shut the door getting in the front himself. I'm getting sick of paparazzi now they're fucking me off more than ever at the moment. Everywhere I go there they are barking at me about my private life... I mean it's called a private life for a reason some things I like to keep private, I don't mind my fans and everyone knowing I'm dating Rick but I'm not gonna talk about him ALL the time. I'm not that sort of person. Well unless we had a family then I'd have no choice but to talk about them because that I would love to talk about, but that's not happening so that's nothing to dwell on. Arghh Demi stop!! Just stop thinking about everything in one go! I buried my head in my hands and ran a hand through my hair. Ergh I really need to change my hair. I let out a sigh and shut my eyes trying to clear my mind. Nope not clearing at all. I don't know how long I can keep this fake-happy-act up for.

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A/N - poor demi... what ya thinks going to happen guys? I neeeeeed your thoughts! <3<3