Love, Lust & Broken Trust

Time To Go

Tabitha

I get home from the hospital but I'm sore from the surgery and I'm not aloud to do much so Renee and my mom do nearly everything but I start exercising as much as I can. It seems to be working to because I've already lost a lot of my baby belly and I'm starting to firm up. I'm wearing my baggy clothes so nobody can really tell and I'm wearing a pillow on my belly all the time to so it cushions me from the boys jumping on me. Erik make sure the girls get to their doctor appointments but he's tired from everything. I've been getting up and doing stuff but he takes over telling me to heal up. So I only get to go out and exercise in my gym while mom and Renee are here.

I'll be in the gym.

Okay dear.  I'll call if we need you.

I set up a call button if they need me or I need them. John has started taking pictures of the girls already as well. The weeks roll on and I slim down but I keep my pillow in place to hide my size now. I'm healed up and feeling good but I haven't tried on any of my old clothes yet until today. I want to see if I fit in my old jeans but Erik's here so I have to be sneaky. I walk through and Erik grins at me but I smile and go to my room so he goes to check on the girls while the boys play in the living room. I shut my door and strip knowing he doesn't come in here unless invited. I'm safe to check my jeans. I grab my jeans and open my closet to get a top when a box of old clothes falls and I jump back but I slip and scream so Erik runs in.

What happened?

I point at the box and laugh but he looks at me holding my jeans standing there in my underwear and smirks.

So, what's with all the baggy clothes when you definitely don't need them, and when did you start not needing them?

I smile being slightly embarrassed.

Well I was trying to fix my body first then I was going to show you. But now I have this ugly scar where they took out my girl parts. Do you think you can live with that?

He chuckles as he crosses the room.

They didn't take them all. Just the one for a baby and I'll take all of you but tonight you're getting up with the kids and I'm sleeping.

He smacks my bottom and kisses me before walking toward the door. Then stops looking back at me.

What we're you doing anyway?

I shrug picking up my jeans.

Seeing if my jeans fit. I go in for my six week check up tomorrow and I want to dress like myself.

He chuckles shaking his head.

You mean you're tired of looking like a slacker?

I pull my jeans up hitting him then buttoning them.

I think your ass got bigger.

He says then looks again making me look at him.

Hey I'm just sayin. It's not a bad thing. I like your ass.

Uh hu. You like to bounce it.

He chuckles looking at my bottom.

Well now that you mention it. We have some time if you wanna bounce that thang for me baby?

I giggle lightly.

Listen to you Mr. player. Bounce that thang.

That's right baby.