I'm Sorry

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I'm sorry!!

As y'all know, I'm moving (and if you didn't know- wth? I wrote like two songs about it) and I have no time right now. At all. My moms always yelling at me to help out and there's only so much inspiration you can get from moving. I don't want to move, but I don't have a choice. Now, I'm going to explain to you where my life is at right now:

I'm comfortable with my life. I don't have to worry about being teased, I can go out with the "cool group" and have fun and fit in. I've had boyfriends (as you know with my songs) and I'm proud to say that I can make people laugh.

Now, I'm leaving the state. New house, okay fine, it's bigger and pretty and stuff. New clothes, yay! But, alas, there's always a downer with these: new people. Either they: A). Hate me, bully me, call me names, have me sit alone at lunch, shun me, etc. B). Completly ignore me. or the highly unlikley C). I'm able to be happy, laugh, and have a lot of friends.

Sigh.

I don't like the chances of the very lovely "C" happening, because they are very low.

ANYWAY. I'll be absent from writing songs for about... A week or two. I don't want to do it (I really don't! You guys have NO idea how happy it makes me when people tell me they like a song) but I have to. I'm too busy, and writing lyrics is starting to become a job instead of hobby. Instead, I'll be starting a little Harry Potter fan-fiction. I know, dorky, but I just want to take a break for a little while. I've got a lot of pressure on me and I just want to write for fun right now.

I'm so sorry, but I think taking a break is better then writing crappy songs and struggling to keep going up on the Poetry list.

If your mad at me taking a break, vote.

If you understand that I need one, comment.

I LOVE YOU ALL SOO MUCH!!!

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