All I'll Ever Need {phan}

Maybe

I stopped,

Phil I stopped.

I don't smoke anymore.

I miss the smoke,

Drawing a sickening picture in my room.

Filling my lungs,

Numbing me out.

You said it's my choice whether I wanted to stop or not.

I knew you hated the bitter taste of cigarettes.

I knew it hurt you to know that I'm falling apart.

And so I threw away the cigarettes,

In hopes that one day,

You'll realise why I needed them.

But the other half of me never wanted you to figure out,

How much I needed you.

How much I need you.

"Dan, it's for the best"

I gave you a sad smile.

"I know Phil, I know. It just doesn't feel that way right now"

It was your turn to give me a sad smile.

A/N is this going in the direction, you hoped it would?

And sorry it's short, but I do update every day so... No I'm just kidding. I'll make my chapters longer <3