All I'll Ever Need {phan}

Stop

You came back,

Only for a weekend though.

"Oh dan, I've missed you so much"

I opened my mouth to reply

Only to be cut off by you.

"Why does your apartment smell like smoke?"

The words died in my throat,

My head started to spin,

I was so ashamed,

Since when did I start to rely on drugs

To bring me happiness?

When did I let myself go?

I was so embarrassed

So I did something I never thought I'd do,

I lied.

I lied to you, my precious Phil.

I'm sorry, i really am.

But the words rolled off of the tip of my tongue.

"I was experimenting with the barbecue,

I wanted to make something special for you"

I was disgusted with myself as you smiled.

"Aw Dan, you're so sweet"

But I wasn't I was a liar,

I was a drug addict.

Oh how I could use a cigarette now.

A/N
These last few chapters sucked, I'll edit them soon though. I might not update tomorrow because the content has been quite crap, I'll probably think about the plot first.
So expect an update on Saturday.