All I'll Ever Need {phan}

Leave

You've packed your bags,

Taken your belongings.

"Phil can I hide in your bag and come with you too?"

You laughed

You thought I was joking.

But I was serious because it already felt like a part of me was packed in your bag.

Your bag that's painted blue.

I remember when I bought it for you.

"Dan the cab's here!"

I wanted to cry.

"Dan are you sure you're fine with this, if you feel upset I'll stay"

"No Phil, we're adults now it's time to move on"

You gave me a sad smile and a ghostly laugh.

"Bye Dan"

You had tears running down your face.

As you stood in the doorway holding your multiple bags,

I took you into a warm embrace

"Bye Phil"

I mumbled into your shoulder gripping you tight, with tears rolling down my cheeks.

I never wanted to let you go

"This was the most fun I've ever had,"

You said the words with so much love I wanted to fall into your arms and cry forever.

But I smiled at you and let you out of my tight grip.

And I watched our home,

Turn into my house.

A/N
the pinof reference has me crying, it's my favourite video of all time (tied with a festive day in the life of dan and phil).

{fun fact: writing this was hard because every time I write Phil it autocorrects to "Ohio" or "PHIL"}

Song of the chapter
{this is gospel by panic! At the disco}