Torture

chapter twenty

I couldn't stop, she was captivating and I couldn't wait any longer. Her little girlfriend showing up to our greeting didn't make things better, it triggered it even. Her kisses were hypnotising, her moans made me want more. She whimpered almost in pain, making my wolf sooth down and let me take control.

I woke up with our legs tangled, my arms rightly wrapped around her as if somebody tried to take her away from me. I looked down at her peaceful sleeping face, running my finger down her cheek. Noticing the purple and red bruises running down her neck, all the way down her breasts.

Images flashed before my eyes, the feeling she gave me. The way her voice was captivating, craving it with every word.

"Nathaniel are you in there ?" Her body shot forward,clutching my shirt close to her body to cover herself.

I growled imagining somebody seeing her naked, my wife naked. She must of heard me, glancing up through her thick eyelashes with big green eyes.

"Don't come in." I spat out sharply, going through my drawers for either another shirt or a robe.

"There." I smiled at her, holding the robe open waiting for her to slide into it before turning her to face me, tieing it close.

She smoothed out her hair, which had turned into a white mess making me smirk from last night's memories the way they tangled between my fingers. She cleared her throat almost reading my mind, hearing another knock giving us the que to leave. Xavier stood in shock he's eyes briefly glancing at us both before smirking down at a blushing Ophelia, stepping to the side to leave her through.

I watched her shyly walk through the hallway, the silk fabric clinging to her skin making thoughts run through my mind once again my wolf topping to the surface.

"Well congratulations Alpha Nathaniel." My uncle nudged my side, playfully winking at me making me roll my eyes.

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I was embarrassed, people having to see me walk away in shame. Walk of shame from my own mates office, feeling almost like a hooker. It somewhat reminded me where my place was in Nathaniels world. A somebody that weights him down, someone he has to drag along all the time. Someone he just simply can't get rid off, not being able to put emotion into them.

He could get whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted because that is how vulnerable I was. I was down to earth for him, give me life to save he's. I would always give in to whatever it is he wanted, I knew that but I wasn't going to change it.

The big day was rolling around the corner, my big hopes for it slowly fading away. Strange really, now that we connected growing closer something changed within me.

Perhaps it's the fact that I wasn't he's first, I could sense it off him but I was too distracted to stop anything. He had been with a woman before me, who could blame him waiting such a long time for your mate. He could argue with me about this, saying I've been with a girl before. But this was a little different you could say and maybe he was right in saying so, not giving me valid enough reasons to be mad.

Thinking back to Maya, seeing her again brought back all the emotions. I'm ashamed to say that I almost forgot about her, forgot all the memories we had. But it was somewhat comforting that she was looking for me, keeping her promise that if something had happened we would save each other.

Promising we'll meet again.