So Wrong, It's Right (Louis)

Chapter 24

This probably has hundreds of mistakes but it's finally here and Happy New Year !! 

Liam was even more upset than he was when he came over to mine after telling Niall about us, which calling us 'us' was something that I never thought could ever happen, not that I used to think about that at all.  

Anyway, apparently Niall had called Liam after Liam went home that same evening and gave him a proper shouting. Liam told me that he deserved every word that Niall said to him, even adding in that Niall could have given him much worse than he did. I didn't like hearing that, not after knowing all the good he's done for almost everyone involved in the messy situation that doesn't really feel all to existing anymore. 

So, I wanted to make today just for Liam. I knew he was supposed to be studying and all for the upcoming exams but I knew Liam had a heavy mind and heart right now so he couldn't focus on much.

Since my mum was out with some family members to catch up on all the drama in the family, I decided that I needed to pay Liam a surprise visit. I was used to always telling him when I was coming around but I didn't want him to try and talk me out of coming. He needed me, even if he didn't see it. The same thing happened to me and I'm turning out pretty al right if you asked me. Plus, Liam was one to sulk and hide away when he was feeling down. Well, today I wasn't going to give him that option. I may also like the fact that he's never been one to turn a person away so when I'm standing outside his door he'll most likely let me in. 

My idea is nothing extravagant. I was not one to plan dates or anything like that. Actually, I don't think I've ever been on a real date. I've hooked up at parties and kissed randoms but I've never been in something more serious. It's definitely more serious with Liam and if it wasn't, then I wouldn't be going out of my own way to try and make him feel better. 

I just want to help Liam escape this for a little while, and also help him know that he didn't do anything wrong and that he wasn't a bad person just because he's with me, an actual bad person. Maybe I could be Liam Payne for the afternoon just for him. 

So, I was now standing on the front porch of Liam's house and trying my best to be confident about what I was going to do. I've been confident, well cocky, about wanting to ruin Niall's life so I should be able to channel that feeling but actually use it for good and not evil. 

I wanted Liam to open the door and not have to see him sad once I saw him on the other side of it. Well, I can smugly say Liam wasn't expecting to see me. His brown eyes seemed to widen and brighten up some when they saw me and his brain registered that it was me. 

"What are you doing here?" Liam asked me, his brow knitting into a confused expression. His eyes were still studying me to figure out the answer before I could even give him one. 

"I can't just stop by to see you?" I asked and shrugged my shoulders at him, wanting to walk inside of his house without an invitation and convince him to get into some sort of mess with me. I missed that part of me that was up to do just about anything, mainly because I went so long without getting in trouble for any of it. I couldn't say that anymore and my fear was very much alive in me these days. 

"I can't have you as a distraction today, Louis." He said.

I instantly shook my head at that."That's nonsense. I can clearly see that you need any sort of distraction from your wallowing or whatever it is that you're doing. Don't tell me you're not." 

"How'd you know I'd even be home?" Liam asked me, ignoring my statements, and I could tell by his lost expression that he was thinking about excuses that would get me to leave him be. He should know I can be very persistent when I want to be.