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Chapter 5

Phil's POV

Maybe it was a dream, maybe I wanted it to happen so badly I hallucinated. No, it happened and I know it happened, I felt it. I stepped out of the shower, dried my hair and self off then went to go change.  

Dan's POV

He must of filmed this while I was out at the shop or something  because the time stamp said he recorded this yesterday. I felt kinda bad about clicking on it, but it was just a video and I had a few minutes before Phil came up here and It was only about a 2 minute video anyway, I started the video.

Phil was crying, so he left frame, cleaned himself up and came back into frame. "Hi. I just need to talk right now and my camera is the only one here right at the moment and I can't talk to Dan about this." Now i was concerned. What could he not talk to me about?  "I don't think i'm straight, I honestly think i'm Bi or some other sexuality I don't even know." He wiped his eyes with his sleeve and sniffed. "I think I have feelings for Dan to. I think he feels the same but I can't really tell. I'm probably just over-thinking. I always over think about everything. This is stupid. I'm stupid." Another sniffle. "I don't know what to do about this, and I can't just ignore it or throw it behind me as some 'phase' I just can't. I tried. I'm done now, I don't want to work myself up even more then I already am. Bye.". With that the video ended and I shut the program before Phil came up and saw what I was doing. 

I went back to Sims and turned all the equipment back on so he didn't suspect anything. Phil walked upstairs as soon as I finished, just in the nick of time. "What do you want Dan?" Phil asked still sort of upset but he looked okay, not like puffy eyed or anything. "Sims 4???" I asked as I pulled out his chair. "I don't know Da-" "Come on! It'll be fun!" I jumped up and down. "Alright, alright before you make a hole in the floor." Phil rolled his eyes then sat down. I sat and pressed the record button on the cameras. "Hello guys and welcome to the Sims 4!" Phil looked down after he said that, is it the video that made him upset? Did he know about what I did last night?. I stopped the recording and looked at Phil. He wouldn't look at me though so I grabbed his chin with my hand and looked him in those gorgeous blue eyes that I adore. "What's wrong?" I asked sternly but gently at the same time, "Dan it's nothing!" Phil looked at  me angrily then stormed downstairs and slammed the door. 

I ran downstairs and looked out side, Phil was on the park bench across the street and it was pouring down rain so I grabbed Phil's favorite jacket not really caring about myself and went out to get him, I wasn't just gonna let him sit there! I went up to him and he was sitting with his knee's to his chest, all soaked. I grabbed his arms and put his them through the sleeves of his jacket forcefully. "I told you to leave me alone" Phil grumbled, "Well maybe I didn't want to" I responded shivering cause I only had a t-shirt and jeans on and it was pouring. I picked him up from the cold bench and carried him back to the flat. Yea, he was tall and heavy, but he was shorter and lighter than me so I was fine. He curled up and placed his face on my chest, his legs were wrapped around my waist. Phil was still slightly crying, not as much as before though, I could tell because he was still sniffling.

 I had left the door to the flat open so I walked in and laid him on the ground very gently for a minute so I could shut the door and go grab some towels. I placed a few on the couch and one to dry his hair and got him a really soft fluffy blanket. I went back to the loft and he was still there, on the floor where I left him. I gently picked him up again, he was shaking because he was so cold and wet. I placed him on the couch with the towels and made him sit up. I wrapped the blanket around him then sat next to him. Phil cuddled up against me and I started drying his hair with the extra towel I grabbed.

 After his huge mess of hair was dry I put my arm around him and rubbed his back softly, his face still buried in my chest. "Do you want to talk about it? You have seemed very upset lately, I don't want you to be hurt anymore. This has been going on for 2 days." I asked softly and looked down and played with his messy hair. "Just hold me Dan, just hold me." Phil said softly. I did as I was told and we just sat in comfortable silence for about an hour. "How about you go get changed? So you can be warmer?" I asked after about an hour passed. "You can come right back out I promise, come on Phil." Phil slowly got up and went to his room and got his lion pj's on and came back out a minute later. I had removed the towels while he was changing, when he came back we went back to the same position then stayed there for awhile longer. "Phil, it's about 9 now. Want to go to bed?" Phil just nodded and I followed him to his room, He laid down, I took his glasses and put them on his nightstand and tucked him in. He fell asleep instantly, casual Phil. I walked out and shut the door softly then went to my room to fall into sleep oblivion.