2019, a Phanfiction

Chapter 7

A/N Due to the short (but action packed, am I right? *wink*) this chapter is gonna be super long! Whoop Whoop! About 800 words sound alright? Alright. See you at the end my friends.

Phil's POV

I woke up a almost flipped out for a second but then I realized that it was just Dan, then I flipped out even more. Why was Dan in my bed?! Short flashbacks came into play and I calmed down just a bit. I kept my face in his chest, I was just enjoying his scent and how warm he was. His arms were wrapped around me protectively and he was smiling in his sleep. I didn't want to move what so ever, so I just laid there, and laid there, and laid there.

Then Dan woke up, looking down at me with his stunning brown eyes, and smiled a very sleepy smile. Which was beyond adorable by the way. He snuggled in closer I did the same. He was playing with my hair again, almost like he had an obsession with it or something, I giggled and my cheeks got really red, I could feel it. I could feel Dan's obnoxiously long fingers twirling my hair and just playing with it. I lifted my head for a quick second, just to look out my window. The sun was out and it was drizzling outside again, but it was London so I didn't quite expect get weather. "Happy 10 years Philly..." I could tell Dan was about to cry, I could hear it. I looked up to him and smiled, his eyes glowed. "Whats the matter Dan?" I looked at him concerned. "You look like your about to cry." I cocked my head to the side. "I'm just so proud of us. Everything we have accomplished." a tear rolled down his face, I wiped it away with my thumb. "Yea, and all the future things we will accomplish." I smiled widely. "There is still something I want to accomplish... really badly want to accomplish actually... even if the outcome is not what I wanted it to be, I just want to say I tried. " I looked back down and laid on his chest again, silence.

Dan's POV

Is it possible that he is talking about me? Maybe? I needed to just toughen up and just ask. " What would that be?" I pulled his head up and made him look at me, then I put on my 'Heart Eye's Howell' expression as the Phandom calls it. Phil was blushing a very intense red, I smirked and cocked my head. I didn't want to force him into confessing, but I just had to figure out if he liked me or not. Signs showed yes, but I just had to be sure, just had to be before I went and potentially ruin everything. Phil looked up at me again, his eyes glowing brightly, a lot brighter than usual. But a touch of fear in his eyes, I positioned so we would be face to face, next to each other, but Phil's legs were still wrapped in mine, on his bed. I stared at him for a minute, he stared right back. It was almost like we were reading each other's eyes, all the emotion and thoughts. Phil opened his mouth to speak, but I just lost it. I threw all of my previous cautiousness out the window, the 'what if's' , and the 'but's'. I quickly moved forward before I knew what I was doing, and before Phil had time to react. I grabbed the sides of his upper neck with my hands, Our lips crashed. I'm kissing Phil, I'm kissing Phil. Phil is kissing me. We are kissing. This is a thing that is happening. Right now. It was loving, but sort of rough, we were letting out every single once of emotion and hidden love. I pulled back to see if Phil was going to run away, he just pulled me back in.

When that was over, we had absolutely zero space between us, we couldn't of been any closer to each other. Legs still entwined and our arms around each other protectively. I kissed his forehead while holding the back of his head, my eyes were watering. Phil was already softly crying. It wasn't because it wasn't a mistake, or sadness, or even happiness. We were both just letting out all the emotions we had for each other. "I love you Phil Micheal Lester..." a tear rolled down my cheek. "I love you to, Daniel James Howell...". We both just lost it for a second, but we were together, and happy. We looked into each other's eyes once more, and smiled at each other. All my gaps have now been filled. Every. Single. One.