Impossible Love

Chapter 41

I've been real cautious when I'm around Sam ever since he said that, like what the hell is he gonna do? When Isayah would be off at work and I was in the house alone with Sam I would walk around in over sized everything just so he won't see me in anyway trying to tease him. Today I'm by myself still with Sam and just my luck Chaz and Christian took all the kids out to the zoo and shopping, so I'm stuck in here for hours with Sam... Not good at all, I'm actually scared this nigga is crazy and unpredictable. I walked to the kitchen and set at the island on my phone scrolling down ig when

Sam: Why you over there?

Me: I just wanna sit over here and look out the patio doors

Lying my ass off

Sam: Then you should be facing the other way sweetheart

I looked behind me and saw that I was facing the wrong way then got up and walked to the other side with my back turned to him and just got back on my phone.

Sam: Why you trying to avoid me, if I was going to do something I would have done it already

Me: Shut up Sam, I don't trust your bipolar ass

It got silent for a while then I felt him breathing on the top of my head and I looked up and we were face to face close enough for our lips to touch and he tried to kiss me and I slapped the shit out of him and made him double back, when he realized I slapped him he moved his hand from his cheek then just looked at me then I saw a smile form on his face and he started to walk back to me so I got up and ran to the back yard to get away from him and he was like two steps behind me and tackled me onto the grass, I tried to wiggle him off but he wasn't budging he held my hands above my head and covered my mouth with his other hand

Sam: *Whispering to me* I would fuck the shit out of you right now, right here in this grass, but I'm not gonna do that...

he started to kiss my neck and moaning in my ear rubbing himself in between my legs, I felt so fucking dirty feeling his rock hard penis rubbing up against me I started to have flashbacks to when I would be laying down under my step brother while he just raped me out of my innocents and I started to cry harder. the only thing I could think about was my baby and how glad I am that she isn't here seeing this

Sam: Damn I hope Ki'ara be a freak like her mother

The tears went away and all rage took over me, when he was finished and got off of me and started to walk away I followed him to the kitchen took the pan off the hook and hit him in the back the head with it when he hit the floor I just kept hitting him crying and screaming with images of him on top of my 3 year old baby then my step brother on me, I was going crazy then I stopped just sitting on his back. I calmed down a little then threw the pan to the floor and put my finger under his nose he was still breathing so I'm not going to jail. I went up stairs rolled up a J and just when down stairs and set on the floor in front of him waiting for him to wake up just so I could knock his ass out again. I set there and just smoked with wild thoughts going through my head. What if I just killed him now, Malika wouldn't notice I'll just tell everyone he just left. Then I heard the front door opening up and it was Chaz, Christian and the kids so I got up and put the J out walking over to them picking up Ki'ara holding and hugging her kissing her cheek saying I love her the whole time then told Malika and her to go up to the play room. They ran up then I looked back at the boys and they were just looking at me like what the fuck just happened so I told them everything.

Chaz: Isayah got a gun right go get it bitch cuz this bitch need not to still be alive

Christian: Brit what are you going to do?

Me: I know I'm going to tell Isayah tonight the this bitch gotta go, where I don't know nor care

Chaz: But what about Malika?

Me: I'm Keeping him

Christian: Sounds bout right to me

We all just set there looking at Sam laying on the kitchen floor

Christian: I still like Chaz idea lets go get Isayah's gun