Chapter 35

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I felt tears coming down my face and Isayah arms wrapped around me, then a nurse came out and we walked over to her

Me: Is Sam ok?

Nurse: Yes he is fine but because he lost some oxygen to his brain he has a temporary amnesia it will last for at least a week but if you help him remember something's he may gain it back but we advise you to not tell him why he is in the hospital it may depress him even more so just leave that to him to remember

Me/Max: Ok

Max: Can we see him?

Me: Is he awake?

Nurse: No he is sleep right now but you guys can go in and see him

We walked into his room and he was laying there and I saw the ring around his neck where he hung himself and I felt horrible. I went and set beside his bed just looking at him

Max: For a minute I thought you wasn't going to come I called you 5 hours before you came

Me: I was in Vegas

Max: Wow, with this guy?

Isayah: Yes with this guy, is there a problem

Max: Well yes

Me: Guys are you fucking serious Sam is in here and yall want to fucking argue? Max stop

Max: So you taking up for him

Me: Yes that's my husband

Max: You're lying

I didn't say anything I just showed my ring

Max: Wow

Me: I don't need to explain myself to you we just need to worry about Sam

Max: We?! We don't have to do anything, your the reason he's in here

My heart broke a little and my stress tighten shoulders fell but I didn't want to show my hurt to him

Isayah: How is this her fault this dumb ass wanted to kill his self?

Max: Because he was in love with her but she left him

Me: Yeah because he fucking cheated on me, get your fucking facts straight, I didn't just leave him I left because I didn't want to believe he cheated on me but when... You know what?! Fuck you! If you want to try to make me feel bad you do that but I won't fucking leave him here like this because I know you won't give no fucks for him

Max: And you will? It don't seem like you really care flaunting your little "husband" around me

Then he stopped his self real quick to realize what he said

Me: Hold up? So you're pissed at me because I'm not with you? Are you kidding me?

Max: Get over yourself

Me: No think of what you said you're saying all of this bullshit because I'm not with you I don't love you anymore matter of fact I never did you fucking jerk, like so you remember anything you did and said to me the beginning of this summer?

Isayah: He's the one you lost your virginity to?

Me: Yup, that was a big fucking mistake

Sam: I was awake the whole time y'all was yelling

My neck snapped away from Isayah and I looked at Sam

Sam: So I tried to kill myself because of you? And I was in love with you? But I fucked up?

Isayah: That sums it up

I slapped his stomach and he backed away

Isayah: My bad

Me: Yes

Sam: Damn... Like I truly don't know what to say

Me: *starting to cry again* sorry

Sam: No I'm sorry for doing this to you, because killing myself would not have made you feel any better then now, you don't have to say sorry I fucked up not you

Max: Don't apologize to her

Sam: Nahh you need to, too cause whatever you did was probably fucked up too you need to apologize too

Max: Nahh

Sam: I may not remember much but I do remember my manors and my rights from wrongs and you wrong right now

Max: Whatever man how you feel

Sam: Ok but my head hurt like hell

Max: Yeah you lost oxygen to your brain

Sam: How did I try

Me: You hung yourself

He didn't say anything but look up at the ceiling

Sam: I know I'm going to be here a while but I really need to be alone

Me: I can't let you be alone

Sam: I'll be fine... But what is your name?

Me: Britney

Sam: I'll call you if I remember anything but go be happy with your husband

Max: Yeah go do that

Isayah: Man shut the fuck up

Sam: I got this, just go man

Me: By sweetie

Sam: Bye sweetheart

We left the hospital and I felt better than when I got there but all this shit made me tired so I laid my head on the window and relaxed

Isayah: I'm sorry for everything babe

Me: It's ok max has always been a asshole

Isayah: How long did you know him

Me: Years

Isayah: How did you do it

Me: He wasn't always like this but I guess the years changed him

Isayah: Seem like he been a A class asshole since he came out the womb

Me: *laughing* no, something changed him and I don't know what but I don't really care anymore

Isayah: Yeah, so what are you going to do about that Sam dude

Me: What do you mean?

Isayah: Like if he start sweet talking you like that again will you go back to him?

Me: I know you didn't just ask me that

Isayah: Before we was where we are you said you was still in love with him, was I just a rebound?

Inside thought~ Holly shit bitch!!!

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