Impossible Love

Chapter 42

~3 Weeks Later~

I told Isayah about the whole Sam situation and he almost killed him but I told him not to, he did beat the shit out of him though. He told him to get out and to never come back, Thank God. The sad thing is, he didn't even bother saying bye to Malika or taking him with him. But Malika isn't even thinking about his dad he lives with Chaz and Christian right now and they are all happy. Hopefully things stay that way for a very long time.

Isayah: Well I don't know what to do about that

Once again sayah was on the phone with work frustrated... He has been really stressed lately and I've been trying to help but he won't let me.

Me: Babe calm down, just hang up

Isayah: *sigh* ok

He hung up the phone then came and picked me up putting his head in the crook of my neck and walked us to the couch laying us down

Isayah: *Mumbling in my neck* We need a vacation babe, I can't wait for this vacation

Me: I know we do? Hold up... What vacation? Do you trust anyone at that job enough?

Isayah: *Not answering my first question* No I don't trust anyone there but I asked Chaz and Christian to be there for the two weeks we are gone

When did he ask them anything? I'm around 24/7!

Me: Two weeks?!?! Babe you said vacation meaning maybe a weekend not...

Isayah: *cutting me off* Shhhh... *whispering* Like you said we need this plus I got things under control. My mom will come here to watch the kids because Ki'ara isn't going she has school. This is well needed and You deserve it

He kissed my lips then just looked down at me

Isayah: Guess where we're going

Me: where?

Isayah: The Bahamas

Me: *pushing him off of me* OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!! You're lying right?!?!?! sayah tell me you're lying!!!!! WE'RE GOING TO THE FUCKING BAHAMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was so fucking excited and Isayah just set there staring at me with a smirk on his face so I calmed down

Me: Why are you looking at me like that?

Isayah: You're so beautiful when you're happy, I haven't seen this happiness in a while... Ar... Are you not ha... happy baby?

Seeing the pain on his face caused a ache to form in my chest. Like how long have he been thinking this? I'm a horrible wife, How could he be thinking this? I really wanted to start crying but I swallowed it hard forcing the tears down my throat then held his face in both of my hands and forced a little smile on my face

Me: Baby I am very happy with our life, with you, with our beautiful daughter and our amazing family, nothing can make me happier.

Then I kissed him softly. He pulled my legs around his waist then laid on top of me

Isayah: You and Ki'ara are my happiness. You got my soul Brit, all I'm set out to do in life is to make you and that beautiful daughter of ours happy, that's what makes me happy. I love you more than myself

He kissed me softly then we just laid there. After a while, while we laid there in silence We heard Ki'ara coming down the stairs one step at a time

Ki'ara: Mommy, Daddy can I sleep with you tonight

Isayah: *getting up/Picking her up* Sure baby girl lets go

we walked up to our room and we all laid down with Ki'ara in the middle. She fell fast asleep cuddling to Isayah and I saw he was sleep to so I cuddled up to them and in her sleep I heard Ki'ara say

Ki'ara: I love you mommy

Me: I love you so much more baby

then I kissed the back of her head and just laid there. This is the life I've always dreamed of even as a little girl, but I always thought I would never get it because I never thought I was good enough, no one ever told me I was. My dad left before I was even born. By the time my step dad and step brother came into my life I've already established the fact of me not being good enough then when he did what he did to me it just made it worse then came Max and Sam they just proved me right even more. But then come my knight, my prince, Isayah, this man really took my life and found a diamond underneath all of the coal and dirt. How could he ever think I was Unhappy? He saved my life and gave me the love I never had. I'm so thankful for him.