Impossible Love

Chapter 37

Max: What??

Me: What is your problem with me? You treated me bad but then you want me to come back to you? Leave me alone

Max: What the fuck are you talking about?

Me: You know what I'm talking about! You was texting me from Sam phone asking me about Isayah

Max: Britney, you don't know how badly i miss you, yes i fucked up but i want to take it all back

Me: Leave me the fuck alone!

Then I hung up on him and we kept walking until we started to all get tired then we went back to the hotel and we went to our rooms

Me: Babe!?

Isayah: I'm in the room baby!

when I walked in the room I saw candles all around the bed and flower petals everywhere and on the bed shaped into a heart. I smiled to myself then looked up and saw Isayah come out of the bathroom and he smiled at me 

Me: Why?

Isayah: We never really had a honeymoon so I wanted to do something for you, plus you've been stressed a lot and so have I because of you, if you didn't know baby, I love you, with all my heart I would die if anything was to happen to you or to us

He walked over to me taking my clothes off slowly

Isayah: You are my everything, never forget that 

Me: I won't 

Then when I was out of all of my clothes besides my underwear and bra he laid me down slowly and we made sweet love. Why does this man love me so damn much? I'm not use to this kind of love, I never had this kind of love. All I ever wanted was this kind of love and I believe I found it, but how could one human love another so strongly? I don't want to hurt him in the end because I don't know how to love anyone back as strong as he love me. But I will love him as much as i could hopefully he could teach me more.

~A week later~

I have one more week here with my family and im going to miss the hell out of them. Shit, I miss them now, but i will have to pull it together, we all set in Isayah's house laughing and talking, but my mind kept drifting off onto my life without these two crazy assholes

Chaz: You good baby?

Me: Huh? umm... Yeah I'm fine, I'm just thinking 

Christian: What about?

Me: Nothing important

Isayah: Come on babe tell us whats on your mind

Me: I only have a week left with you guys

Chaz: Why did you just remind me? I'm gonna miss you too baby

He got up and came and set on my lap and hugged me tightly

Me: I wanna Cry

Christian: Aww babe

Then he got up and set on the arm of the chair and hugged me too. with both of them holding me I broke down and cried little sobs into their arms. I started to feel them let go of me and saw Isayah picking me up bridal style and i wrapped my arms around his neck 

Isayah: Stop all that crying baby, I know your going to miss them but for you to pursue your dreams you have to let go, you will be able to talk to them 24/7 even face time, i bet when you get to Cali next week and start school you'll miss them but not as hard you'll have your mind on work and school, and me getting up there to you, to hold you, and to love you even harder then now

Me: I love you too 

He put me down and I realized that I've had the love I've always wanted right here with Christian and Chaz then Isayah came along and showed me this love in a different way. What would I do without theses three in my life.