Impossible Love

Chapter 21

Chaz: You took what?

Me: Yup I took a E pill

Christian: Then yall fucked? 3 times?

Me: Yup

Chaz: Fuck all that you took Extacy, what's wrong with you?

Me: I was sad and pissed and he said I could forget about everything if I did that, so I was not about to pass that chance

Chaz: Well did you?

Me: ...Yes... It's like every little problem in my life was gone and all I thought about was me and him at that moment

Christian: *looking into space* yall fucked 3 times, all at least 3 hours long...

Me: Yup and they all were fuckin awesome, no, scratch that it was out of this world, my legs are still in pain

Christian: Damn Britney, but what are you gonna do about that bitch and Malika

Me: I don't even know I can't just cut Malika off

Chaz: This may sound fucked up but, that ain't ya damn child

Me: I know but that little boy loves me and I think I still love his daddy

Christian: So wait where are we gonna live until you leave

Me: I don't know maybe we can stay here

Chaz: Sounds like a plan to me

Christian: Yea I still got the lil time share here so we can stay here as long as we want for free

Me: Cool but we gotta get my stuff from there and take it back to my daddy house

Chaz: We ain't doing shit today, we can do it now

Me: True

So we all changed into our night pants and left our last night shirts on then left

~at Sam's house~

We walked to the door and knocked and Max came to the door

Max: Wassup

Me: Hey Sam here?

Max: Yeah he upstairs, why yall look like yall ready to whoop some ass

Christian: We might have to

We walked in the house and I walked straight upstairs to his room and set on his bed beside him and he was sleep

Me: *shaking his arm* wake up Sam

Sam: *eyes opening/sitting up* you came back?

Me: Yes to get my things, where are they?

Sam: I upacked them and put them in the dresser because I thought you was coming back to stay

Me: *getting up packing my stuff back up* nahh Sam you fucked that up and we can't be together anymore *looking back at him* you say your not like Max but at least he was honest with his fucked up ways

Sam: I'm not like him!

Me: No your not, he tells the fucked up truth, you lie... I always thought lies was better but now I know I was wrong

He started to get up and hug me but I pushed him away

Me: No Sam leave me the fuck alone I'm done just let Malika know im gone because of you

I zipped my stuff up and left him

Sam: Hugging me from behind, I love you Britney, always

I pushed him away and just left him standing in the doorway of his room. I finally got downstairs and Max was having a stare down with Chaz so I guess they was arguing when I was upstairs

Me: Lets go yall

Chaz: Bye lil bitch

Christian: We still gotta get our stuff babe

Chaz: Oh ok

They went upstairs to pack their stuff

Max: Hey

Me: Hi

Max: Sorry

Me: For what?

Max: Everything, you, Sam, me and you

Me: Oh ok

Max: You ok? Your face is red and not the cute blushy one

Me: I'm not ok, I'm holding back tears you know I'm emotional as fuck

Max: Yeah I know

Chaz: We ready

Me: Ok

Max: Want me to help with the bags

Me: Its up to you

He picked up my bags then walked with me to the car

Max: Is there anyway we-

Me: No Max there's no chance for us

Max: Ok just making sure, can I get a hug at least

I stood up on my tippy toes and gave him a hug

Max: I miss these

Chaz: Stop hugging the enemy and come on so we can go to sleep

We let go of each other

Max: Bye

Me: Bye

I got in the car and pulled off...

Me: Is this really the end of my stress

Christian: I'm pretty sure it's not honey

Chaz: It's only the beginning...