Impossible Love

Chapter 4

Sitting on my bedroom floor listening to Sam Smith's Not In That Way, writing in my diary

Dear Diary:

well I haven't wrote in you for a while but today was not a good day at all, well that's a lie because it started off great, I saw Max and I was too damn happy he told me how beautiful I was and asked me to go with him back to his new place now in the mist of that he could have told me he lived with a cool lesbian and a sexy ass jerk and that he was black (huge deal for me seeing a black guy down here... Dont judge) but I got into an encounter with the sexy jerk and Max stood up for me but it didn't mean shit to me it was too late because before the whole incident with the sexy jerk, Max decided that kissing me and almost touching my virgin vagina and stopping in mid four play was a good idea so after that shit I was pissed then that shit happened with the sexy jerk, today would be better if one of my friends from home would Skype me but I have no internet here so I'm gonna go to the nearest Starbucks, drink a frappe and calm my nerves with My baby (my laptop)

love Bri❤

I got up took my skirt off and put on a pair of black jean shorts and my black and white low top converse grabbed my hello kitty wallet and keys

Me: Daddy and Becky I'm going to Starbucks for a while just to use the Wi-Fi

Dad/Becky: Ok honey, be careful

Me: I will

I left out and hopped in my rental 2014 Audi RS7 and drove to the Starbucks listening to Migos first 48, when I got to the Starbucks I grabbed my computer bag and wallet and walked into the coffee shop as soon as I got in I saw the sexy jerk sitting at a booth in the corner alone so I just acted like I didn't see him and went to the counter and ordered me a Caramel Frappe with extra whipped cream and extra caramel grabbed my stuff and set in the booth next to the window but before I got all the way in I saw him see me. Man please just let him sit there and not say shit to me. I set down and opened my baby and got on oovoo listening to music then My best friend from DC called me on oovoo

Me: Hi boo

Christian: Hey boo how you doing down there?

Me: Not that good niggas do to much

Christian: Who's that sexy beast behind you? And give me the details!

I turned around and saw Sam walking up to me

Me: He's one of the niggas that do too much but I'll call you later

Christian: Ok and you better cause I dont wanna have to fight a nigga today

Me: *laughing* bye boy

Christian: Bye boo

We hung up from each other and Sam came and set in the booth with me but I started to pack and grabbed my delicious frappe and started to leave.

Sam: Britney I came over to apologize

Me: Save it *starting to walk out the door*

Sam: Dont be stubborn *walking behind me* just let me apologize and we can go our separate ways

Me: Why should I let you feel better about yo self?

Sam: Because I'm a nice guy I just don't like when people cross me and then have the balls enough to talk shit back to me

Me: Well for the months I'm here get use to it now bye Samuel

Sam: Don't call me that

I hopped in my car and left him standing there. Maybe I was being too mean to him maybe I should have let him apololie.... Nahh he shouldn't be such a ass and have to apologize. I need to talk to someone about this but who?...