Impossible Love

Chapter 33

Chaz: We all gotta talk

Christian/Me: What's wrong?

Chaz: Your cousin Tiara text you back

Christian: What did she say?

Chaz handed Christian the phone and what ever he read I saw tears start to form in his eyes and he looked mad at the same time then flopped on the couch, I got beside him on all fours reading the text over his shoulder "Don't come to the funeral we don't want a sinner at our grandmother's church, you hurt this family and she's dead because of the stress you put her through, you killed her, just stay in your sinning world and stay away" while I was reading it I just thought, that's not Tiara talking she loved Christian and was happy about his change

Me: That's not Tiara, call her

Christian: I just want to be alone in not going home ever no need for us to go... I just want to be alone...

He ran into the room and shut the door then locked it

Me: *banging on the door* Christian let me in I can we talk to you babe

Chaz: No need to do all that, he not gonna open the door babe

Me: Baby open the door please

Christian: Bye Britney

Chaz: Told you

Me: I'm staying to keep an eye on him

Chaz: No you are not, I know how I will get in there just let us... You know, in the morning I'll tell you everything, now go to bed, bye boo

Me: Bye boo

We kissed each other on the cheek and said good night

I walked to the room. When I got in I saw Isayah sleep laying on the couch

Me: *tapping his arm* baby, baby get up come to bed

He didn't respond he just quietly snored in a deep sleep. I went and got him a blanket and started to spread it on him but he jumped up out of no where and pulled me down on top of him

Me: Omg!! You asshole *slapping his forehead*

Isayah: *laughing hard as hell/ still holding me* sorry babe I couldn't resist, how's Christian?

Me: Not good things just got worse I dont want to tell you his business but just know we aren't going to D.C. Now

Isayah: Damn that bad?

Me: Yes, I see you problem is handled

Isayah: Yeah, I had to handle it myself, thank you

Me: What did you do?

Isayah: What you think?

Me: *starting to laugh* I'm sorry sweetie

Isayah: It's cool at least it's done

Me: Where did you do it

Isayah: In attempt to take a cold shower to cool it down you came in mind and the cold shower didn't work, I turned it to hot and while I was thinking about you I jerked off I promised him he would only get the best and no more beatings but you wanting to tease me I had to abuse him to amuse myself

Me: *laughing hard as fuck* did you just refer to your penis as a person?... You sound like a bully

Isayah: I know why you teased me

Me: You should

Isayah: You know you can't control me the same way I control you

Me: Why can't I?

Isayah: Because I know your body better

Me: I know how to make your body shudder just by saying something

Isayah: This is true, but you melt just by my touch

Me: Anywhore *getting up going to the room* I'm going to bed babe

Isayah: *getting up* I'm coming too

He got up and we went and laid down, but we was laying across the bed, I was laying across the bed with my feet hanging off and he laid his head down on my stomach, we was making the T shape in the bed. I played in his hair then he started to talk

Isayah: My mom use to play in my hair all the time but it never felt so soothing, like I really want to go to sleep

Me: I'm not tired

Isayah: I am a little

I moved his head gently then crawled to the top of the bed and laid down, then Isayah got up and started taking my close off then my bra and he took his pants off

Me: Why you just get us naked?

Isayah: I don't like us being around each other fully clothes when we in the house together, get comfortable, relax

Me: Or you just wanted to see my tities

Isayah: Yeah that too

I started to laugh and he chuckled a little then laid down pulling the blanket over us, I shifted over so I could lay on top and him and I snuggled up on him and he wrapped his arms around me. We laid in silence while I listened to his heartbeat then I heard him lightly snore. I could stay like this forever... But I'm still worried about Christian.