t h i r t y - f o u r

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The doctors tried best to find out what's happening.
they did...
The hardest part was telling Calum...

The doctor walks into the waiting room.

"Uhh Calum Hood?"
The doctor asks as he holds his binder.

Calum's head boomed up.

"Yes, that's me. What happened to Alexandra?!"
Calum asked in worry.

The doctor gave him a signal to follow him.
They went inside a room so he could explain everything.

"Ok Calum, so what we had here is that we have some serious problems with Alexandra... Would you like the good or bad news first?"
The doctor explains.

"Good news?"
Calum spoke.

"The good news is that Alexandra might be up and functional after the happenings but might cause some damage."
The doctor once again explains.

"Bad news?!"
Calum asks in complete fear of what he would say next.

"Calum... Alexandra is in a coma."
The doctor said with his head down.

Calum freezes.
W-wha?

• Calum's POV •

No.
Fuck no...

No...
No..
No.
No.

This can't be.
No. I don't accept.

This can't be..
No!
No!!

Why?
Why me?
What did I do to deserve this?

Why did Alexandra deserve this?!
DAMMIT!

WHY CAN'T I BE HURT AND NOT HER!
WHY!

WHY DOES EVERYTHING BAD ALWAYS HAPPEN TO THE PEOPLE I LOVE?!

I JUST WANT TO DIE!

• third person •

Calum doesn't move.
His vain's start to pop out of his skin.

His face got red, white speckles filled his eyes.
Tears...

The doctor patted Calum's back.
The doctor said that he could see her...

Calum ran into her room.
He took the seat next to her fragile peaceful body.

Calum squeezes her hand and kisses it more then one million times.....

"Alexandra, I miss you already. I never took the time to explain you how much I actually love you. You wouldn't understand how much you have helped me through. I'm sorry it's all my fault. I should have taken better care of you. I love you so much.. I just hope you won't forget that... Please don't..."
Calum whispers in Alexandra's ear knowing she couldn't hear.

.........

/\•_•/\

Calum immediately goes home after that.
He had to tell the boys.
Michael would be hurt also...especially Michael...

Calum walks in the door and Michael realizes Calum crying.

Michael raises his eyebrows as Calum took his steps into the kitchen.

"Hey uhh Calum? Why are you crying? And ... Where is Alexandra?!"
Michael questions in fear.

"That's the thing Michael. You might not be seeing her for a while...maybe never again..."
Calum spoke trying to control his tears.

"SHE IS DEAD?!"
Michael asks feeling emotions.

"NO!"
Calum screams.

Michael has a relief.

"THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS IT CALUM?! STOP BEATING AROUND THE BUSH!"
Michael screams in aggravation.

"SHE IS IN A FUCKING COMA MICHAEL! GOD! HAPPY NOW?!"
Calum yelled.

Calum runs upstairs in tears.
Michael didn't help...

Michael feels tears flow down his cheeks.
Then the next set of tears follow...

"no..why...w-why...?"
Michael spoke quietly.

Ashton runs downstairs to see Michael crying.
The boys never saw Michael cry before...

Michael explains the whole thing to Ashton.
Ashton tries cheering up Michael. He try's everything.
Nothing is working.

Calum is pissed at Michael.
He didn't have to yell at him like that...
Calum was going through tough times and more arguments won't help.


Michael continues to cry.
Calum started to be hungry..
He didn't even get out of his room.

3 days later...

Ashton bangs on Calum's door.

"Calum? Are you ok?! You haven't eaten in 3 days... Please come out Calum.."
Ashton said knocking on his door.

"I'm fine."
Calum mumbles.

"Please come out..."
Ashton begs.

"no."
Calum says in no emotion.

"Cmon, Calum you can't stay in here forever...."
Ashton replies in desperation.

"yes I can. I might as well starve myself. Not like I don't have a meaning."
Calum says quietly.

"Calum please... Come out now!"
Ashton begs.

It was quite for a moment.
Then the door knob began to move.
He didn't look very well...

Droopy eyes, pale body, and even messy hair.

"Calum...! You have to eat now."
Ashton demands.

"No. I'm fine. I'm not even hungry."
Calum said as he walked into the bathroom.

Ashton sighs.
Calum took a cold shower.

Ashton couldn't even think of ideas to help Calum.
If only Alexandra was here...

She used to always make Calum feel better..
She had the best ways that helped people and nobody even knew how she did it. It just worked.

Calum still hasn't come out of the bathroom.
The water wasn't even running..

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