Silently Falling (Draco Malfoy)

Chapter 23

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Chapter 23

EMILY'S P.O.V.

I couldn't go back to bed after the horrible nightmare I had last night. I had locked away the memories with lock and key when I got here. But now. Now there're back to haunt me.

Because of not being able to go to sleep I went to the desk and sat in the wooden chair and heard it creak as I sat down. I looked at the desk and there was a few pieces of paper a pencil and a sharpener.

My eyebrows scrunched together as I tried to think of a reason why he gave me these things. Maybe he didn't want me to loose my mind while in here. Well it's a little to late for that. That happened as soon as I saw him when I woke up.

I stared at the paper intensely trying to come up with a reason.

Maybe it's jinxed.

If it was jinxed then it probably would have happened by now.

I wasn't asking you.

Well you got my opinion anyway.

I hate you.

No you don't.

Whatever.

I decided that it was time to push past my worries and draw. It was a way to express myself without any worries.

Sometimes I feel just trapped in my mind.

In my heart.

In everything I do.

That's why drawing helps me so much. If I didn't have it then I would have lost my mind already. Sometimes it feels as though there's still a part of me that wants to be heard. But can't because I locked that part of me away, scared that if I let it out people will hate me. Judge me. Look at me and think why. I don't want that to happen so I keep it locked away. Hopefully forever.

Keeping my thoughts and feeling then letting them flow through me to the pencil. I saw that what I drew was a pair of lips that had jail bars on them. Hands clinging to the iron rods, and if you followed the hands down the arms there was a thick set of wires making it so the rest of the body can't be seen. There was a face peeking through a rip in the wire though wanting to be let out. To be free from the prison they're being kept in.

I stared at the drawing for some time. Whether it was minutes or half an hour I don't know. But I took in every single detail about this drawing. How true it was to me.

Should I let the me I was before it all happened back out? Then maybe all these bad things would stop. No it would only make it worse, according to my grandfather anyways.

*knock knock knock.

"Here's some food."

I looked towards the door that brought me out of my mind. I saw that a plate had been pushed under the door through a small opening at the bottom. The opening vanished just as quickly as it had appeared leaving the small plate of food.

A.N.

So what do you think, gets a little deep there huh. ;w; wonder what's on the plate? Is it good food or not so good food. Please I'm BEGGING YOU TELL ME WHAT YOUR THINKING!!!! Anyway short chapter I know don't kill me! But I just don't know what to do with this part but I think I have a little idea so I think I'll be good for now.

Luna- that's wonderful ^.^

Me- really ;w;

Luna- why of course

Me- \(T.T)/ love me

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