Only Love

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*Lynn's P.O.V.*

I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't stand watching Jake with Anna. It was a reminder that I wasn't good enough for Jake. I don't even understand what he sees in her that wasn't in me. Am I not pretty? Am I too fat? What the fuck was wrong with me?

(Bbys i want to remind you that all of you are perfect in your own way so please don't ever feel like this)

I felt the wind hit my tears on my cheeks. I continued down the road for a few more minutes until I reached my secret spot. I climbed up the ladder carefully, watching each step I took. Although, at this point I could care less if I fell.

After a few minutes of getting settled, the wind died down and I was left in silence. Everything was still, just the way I liked it. It made me forget about how sad I was feeling.

My phone buzzed, breaking the silence. I had gotten more than one text message from each of my best friends, but I didn't bother to answer.

I was such an asshole to all of them today. Especially to Cams. She was trying so hard to make me feel better, but I just pushed her away. It's just I know if I let her in, I'll get too close and I'll get like I did the first day I met her. I don't even know if I'm gay.

But what if I am?

*Camryn's P.O.V.*

"She just left..".

We all stood there wondering where our friend could've went.

I listened to the sound of everyone talking at once. It felt so quiet, yet so loud. It allowed me to think, until it clicked. I knew exactly where Lynn was.

"Hey guys, I'll catch up with you later. I gotta, I gotta go do something." I say. I want to be the only one that see Lynn. I know I know, selfish.

Jenna and Tay looked at each other then looked back at me.

"Okay? See you later, I guess." Jenna said confused.

I waved goodbye and raced to Lynn's secret spot, hoping I'd see her there. I hopped in my car and drove about a quarter of a mile and parked my car. Before I got out, I remember Lynn had left her acoustic guitar in my car. This should cheer her up for sure.

I walked down the path Lynn had lead me down the first day we me with her guitar in my hand. I still remember that day like it was yesterday. I remember the smell, the sound of light wind hitting the trees, and I had even remembered they way I felt when Lynn grabbed my hand. I wanted to go back so badly. I wanted Lynn to feel the same about me. Maybe she did or does, but maybe doesn't.

Either way, I had to be there for her no matter what.

I got closer and closer to the little tree house Lynn and I kissed in. My heart began to beat faster and faster. I was getting nervous about seeing Lynn. For the past months, each time I see Lynn, it's like I forgot how to breathe. Anytime she touches me, it's like sudden warmth hits my body, and when I hear her voice, it gives me chills. I never really been this nervous around anyone, specifically a girl, until now.

I could see the little tree house now, and a figure wearing all black, otherwise known as Lynn.

"Lynds?" I shouted out.

She over to the edge where the ladder was and poked her head out.

"CAMS! And my guitar!" She screamed.

I walked over to the latter claimed a few steps and handed the guitar to Lynn. I climbed the rest of the steps, and went behind Lynn and gave her the biggest hug ever.

"Cams, thank you so much." She said into my shoulder, sending chills throughout my body.

"Of course Lynds. Your my best friend and I can't stand to see you sad."

She smiles and glances at her guitar.

"You deserve a song." She says before picking up her guitar and sits on the floor.

Before I could say anything she starting playing, so I sat down in front of her and listened.

I watched her fingers smoothly strum each string, creating a beautiful sound. Her voice matched perfect with each strum and the lyrics we're just amazing. The set of lyrics that really caught my attention were,

"Before you came around
I was lost and out of place
You're the only love I found and I'm hoping that you'll stay"

She finished the song and put down her guitar.

That song had to be about me.

"Cams, I just want you to know that-."

"I know." I said quietly.

I leaned forward, and pressed my lips against hers. This was the same moment that had happened 3 months ago, except this time there was nothing to interrupt us. Not only that, but I wasn't gonna let her slip away. Not this time.

Our lips moved in sync, and she pulled me down next to her. I clutched her waist and deepened the kiss.

And during this moment, I felt something that I have never felt before. I had never felt it with Kat, or any other of my ex-girlfriends. This is something that I had felt with one person and it was Lyndsey Gunnulfsen.

*Lynn's P.O.V.*

Camryn pulled away and look directly at me.

"Cams, I'm sorry again. It's just, I-I haven't really felt this way about any girl before, or really anybody for that matter." I managed to laugh so things weren't awkward.

She looked down and smile. She looked back at me again and smiled again.

"Well, I should probably go-."

I started to get up, when Camryn grabbed my hand.

"Please stay. Please."

I nodded and she got up. She dusted herself off and grabbed both of my hands.

"Lynds, will you be my girlfriend?"

I didn't even hesitate to say yes when she asked, I mean she's all I've ever wanted. She makes me happy, makes me laugh and most of, I can be myself around her.

"I mean I guess." I whispered with a smirk.

"You're such a dork." She said sticking her tounge out.

She pressed her lips against mine for second time today, and I enjoyed every bit of it.

Eventually, we both ended up on the floor again and fell asleep with me in her arms.

Thank you guys so much for over 500 reads, it really means a lot. Sorry this chapter was kinda sucky and scattered all over the place. Anyway Happy Thanksgiving and I love you all- bmthaf