Only Love

f i f t e e n

*Camryn's P.O.V.*

I was sitting in my car listening to sad songs staring out the window.

Today was the day I was gonna meet Kat, not to mention mine and Lynn's anniversary.

I had already gotten a good morning text from her and a missed call. We haven't really talked much since she had been focused on music.

Minutes had passed by before my screen on my phone lit up.

"Hello?"

"Hey Cams, I'm here." Kat replied.

"Awesome I'll be right there. Shit, could you repeat the address though?"

I ran inside and got a pen and paper and quickly wrote down the address.

"See you soon." I said.

I typed the address in my phone into the GPS. Why didn't I do that in the first place? I left the note on the counter and headed towards the door.

"Camryn?"

I turned around to see my mom rubbing her eyes. She must've asked for the day off.

"Hey Mom, you're off today?"

She nodded and yawned.

"Are you headed off somewhere with Lynn?" She asked grabbing a mug from the cabinet.

"Yeah" I lied.

"Alright have fun and be safe. Wear your seatbelt."

"Yeah." Another lie.

I bolted out the door in excitement not realizing how risky this actually is.

I got in my car and sped off, listening to Siri direct me to the girl I once loved.

The whole way over there, not once did Lynn cross my mind. I wasn't sure if this was a good thing or a terrible thing. I mean even if I was just trying to be friends with Kat, I already screwed up with Lynn. I had been ignoring her, and on our anniversary. But, I made sure all these thoughts disappeared once I got to Kat's house.

I took a deep breath and opened the car door. I looked around for a bit trying not to be so anxious.

I walked up to the door and it swung open before I could even knock.

"He-" Before I could finish my sentence Kat grabbed my hand and pulled me inside, pushing the door behind me not closing it all the way.

Before either of us could speak she kissed me roughly. I tried following along but she completely took control. It was very pleasurable but it wasn't Lynn.

Lynn and I haven't really done anything too bad but when we did get pretty close it was fucking heaven. But I didn't mind if Lynn and hadn't done it. I just loved being with her, and much rather enjoy kissing her then anything else.

Which made me think, I'll never be ever to kiss those soft lips again. I'll never be able to hold her while she sleeps. I'll never be able to make her smile ever again if I keep going on with this.

*Lynn's P.O.V.*

"Guys I'm gonna go check on Camryn she's not answering. You can come with me or stay. I'll be back with Camryn."

Tay and Jenna nodded their heads in response while watching a show on Netflix in the living room.

My mom had already left off to work and I was planning something special for Camryn and I. It was like a double date for Tay, Jenna, Camryn and I.