Only Love

f o u r t e e n

*Camryn's P.O.V.*

I sat there, holding my phone in my hands. I wanted to call so badly. I wanted to hear that voice again.

It had been almost a month ago since Lynn and I fought. Ever since then, things changed a lot. I turned into a bitch, she spent less time with me, and when we did hang out, we always bicker over stupid stuff.

My phone rang in my hands.

Lynn

I don't want to talk to her right now. Am I terrible girlfriend for saying that? Of course I am. I'm supposed to be there for here no matter what.

My Little Rockstar : "Hey baby. I just wanted to let you know I'm busy this weekend with Bri and Alex. I promise I'll make up to you. How about we do something on our anniversary? I love you, Cams " (sorry if you cant see the emojis)

Great. More time away from her.

It's crazy. It's like one minute I'm so frustrated with her and just bugged, the next minute I get so hurt that I'm away from her because I love her so fucking much. She fucks with my mind all the time, and as much as it gets my annoyed, it reminds me how much I love her.

But, maybe I wasn't enough. Maybe she wasn't enough. Or, maybe it's all just too much.

Without thinking, I dialed the once frequent phone number I had called. My mind went blank as I heard the line ring.

Once

Twice

"Camryn?" A familiar voice said.

"Hey, I missed you, Kat."

*Lynn's P.O.V.*

Huh. Usually Camryn answers all my calls. Unless she's at work, but she's off today.

Hmm. I'll call her back later.

"Hey guys, I texted Camryn so, let's get started."

This weekend Alex, Bri, and I all planned on practicing everything to get ready for the studio. Not only were we gettin ready for the studio, but we got a small gig to play a couple older songs.

I was pretty happy with how everything was working out music wise. School was actually doing pretty well too. Everything had been going amazing, except the thing that mattered most to me.

Camryn and I had been drifting apart ever since that argument we had. I had become more busy with music and she was just going with the flow I guess. It was awesome because it gives me bunch of time to work on music but a part of me wants Camryn to want me to not practice and want me to be with her most of the time.

I had been sitting there for about 5 minutes twitching my nose while staring at the floor. I didn't realize until Alex strummed is guitar and was sent through the amp.

"Gunn, are you good? Or are you day dreaming about Camryn? I bet she has a nice body." He said laughing.

"Watch it Babitchski." I said, shooting daggers from my eyes.

He began to laugh in the corner while Brian joined in. I forced myself to laugh. I didn't want to seem so hurt by that comment, but I actually was. Camryn is mine and the thought of her with somebody else made my stomach hurt.

Trying to ignore the feeling, I quickly spoke up. "Are we ready guys? We got a lot of shit to take care of before the recording. I also found a drummer to help us out with our old stuff for now. His name is Justin."

*Camryn's P.O.V.*

"I missed you so much, Cams."

I clenched my teeth at the sound of that name. That's Lynn's name for me, not Kat's. But that voice, that voice manipulated me into saying anything.

"I missed you too, Kit Kat. I'm sorry for freaking out like that awhile back." I said, forcing words out.

The a slight pause until she gasped.

"Cams! I forgot to tell you my surprise."

"Suprise?

"I'm moving to Massachusetts!"

I smile appeared on my face at once. That was thrilling news considering I can see and hear Kat. And I can do other stuff if ya know what I mean. (lol sorry)

"That's amazing!" I say into the phone.

"I know right. And the best part is, I'm coming in about a week!"

The smile on my face quickly faded. A week from now was my anniversary with Lynn.

It all became a real situation. This isn't something I can just play like a game and quit and go running back to Lynn. Or can I?

But, do I even want to go back to Kat? Why am I even doing this in the first place? Am I really unhappy, or am I just bored?

Without thinking about the consequences or Lynn, I responded.

"Let's meet up." I quickly said.

Camryn is supposed to vv disliked rn so ya know. Idk hope ya enjoy. Love you guys- bmthaf