Black Roses. (Punk 5SOS) *COMPLETED*

Black Roses~19

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It had been about six months and Aaron remained here. I had slept with Luke and Michael everyday, afraid that I might have killed their best friend.

It was my watch, for Aaron.

"Do you know what the cell is fucking like!" He said.

"Do you know what my heart is like right now! I love you! You are Calum and I fucking love you." I cried again.

"Pussy," he sneered, I didn't really care anymore. "I wish you died, I mean look how ugly you are. You have fucking burns everywhere, you're bald, no ones gonna love you like that. You're disgusting. Maybe I should've just killed you instead of trying to electrocute you."

"Yeah, well at least I didn't kill my own fucking father!" Hurt. Hurt. Hurt.

His face creased and I have him a middle finger, crying silently to myself as I walked away swapping with Luke's turn to watch.

Everything seemed meaningless with no Keelan, no Calum and no love. It was tough. I spent days, hours, weeks thinking about Calum, but I was always sad.

I laid on my bed, staring at the patterned ceiling and making faces out of them. I closed my eyes, wishing that I'd never wake up again, but I knew I would.

I though back to when I hurt Calum and permanently got Aaron. I thought back to telling everyone the truth, telling Calum, losing Keelan, meeting them. It was an eventuality that I would lose the boys, I just didn't want to anymore.

I knew the only way to get Calum back was to electrocute him again, and now he's healthy, that's what I'm going to do.

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At around 3am, I went down stairs to see Michael on watch.

"Hey, go to bed I got this." I grinned at him.

"Aw thanks Star!" He smiled before leaving to probably snuggle with Luke.

"Come electrocute me again, I don't want to live anymore if you're not Calum." I said, he perked up and told me to open the door. "Let me cuff your hands till we get there." He did as told and he followed me to the field.

"Okay, I just want to say," the crack of electricity was happening. "Goodbye Aaron."

I pushed him onto the pylon but he held me. "If I'm going you're going with me." I tried to run but it didn't happen and we both got shocked. I felt everything, every tingle in my body as the power zapped through me.

We fell to the ground shaking every now and then but just as I heard Calum, I passed out. Feeling my heart give up.

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Calum

"DONT YOU DIE ON MY SCARLETT! Don't you die." I was crying as I have her CPR and mouth to mouth but she wasn't waking.

"I love you." I cried, I tear falling over her beautiful face. I continued with the CPR but I was losing hope.

"I'm back. I'm back and I love you, please wake up. I love you," I kissed her. "I love you."

She woke up, taking in a massive breathe, coughing and spluttering everywhere.

"I love you too." She wheezed. I laughed and pulled her into a hug tightly.

"Let's get you home." I suggested carrying her home, she kept shaking and I held her closer to my chest.

I wondered what the hell we were doing in a field at nearly 4 am.

Returning home, I watched as her family seemed to panic over the absence of their daughter. 

"PUT HER DOWN!" Mr Johnson yelled, he had a gun pointed my way.

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!?" Mrs Johnson screamed as the barely conscious girl laid in my arms,

"It's Calum!" I cried, everything dropped and they ran towards me. Her father picked her up, her limp body falling in his arms.

"She got caught in it all, I think it was Aaron, I can't remember." I was breaking down as now she had stopped opening her eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay." Mrs Johnson cooed, it wasn't.

They laid her on the table, pulling out a machine. They pushed me out of the room and I watched her shake and breathe.

It must have been only a few minutes but it felt like hours. She was finally woken up and still shaking. Her mum held her in her arms, sobbing loosely.

It wasn't okay but I knew from now on it would be.