Black Roses. (Punk 5SOS) *COMPLETED*

Black Roses~20

"There, each one of you has been cured. When do you want me to book your flights to Australia?"

"As soon as!" Mike exclaimed, he was happy and so were the rest of them. I pulled on the biggest fake smile I could manage. Calum grinned at me, taking my hands in his.

"Isn't this great! We're us again!" I nodded beaming at him happily, he was too happy to notice my overwhelming hurt. I watched as my mother booked them tickets for tomorrow morning; 5am.

"5am tomorrow, get packing!" They are grinned and each one bar Calum ran upstairs.

"Come help me pack," Calum bounced. "I can't even remember unpacking!" It was nearing to two years, I'd been around these boys-men-and I'd watch them get better and better.

I had fallen in love with Calum.

I couldn't come back from it. Just everything about him made him feel right.

He was the first cold eyes I met and he was the first boy I kissed, he was my first love. Never had I ever felt this way as I do Calum.

I helped Calum pack, my gut asking for his loving touch and to extent our relationship till I couldn't go further.

Butterflies erupted in my gut as words fell from my mouth.

"Are you a Virgin?"

"No."

"What was it like?"

"To be honest Scarlett, I can't remember, can we just drop it?!" The boys had walked in now as I shuddered away from his sharp words.

"We're going out for a bit do you want to come?" Luke asked.

"No thanks, I'd like to spend the rest of the time with Calum." I replied and he nodded, muttering a goodbye and leaving us in silence.

As soon as I heard them all leave, I took a deep breathe before letting out my feelings.

"I love you and I don't want you to leave."

Tears and sobs escaped.

He engulfed me in a rough hug, pulling me right into him.

"I know, I don't want to go but I have a home, and as much as I want to stay here, I need to go home." I broke under each word he said.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"Show me."

I watched as Calum ripped his shirt off, I reached up and touched his tattooed and defined chest. His breathing was rapid and he leaned down to kiss me. I took into account the small tattoo of 'dad', he looked down on me and grinned.

"What was his name?" I whispered as he traced his lips over my neck.

"Dave." He sighed.

"I'm sure he'd be proud of me." I told him, he nodded and stripped me of my shirt. I pulled him over me and he stripped off his clothes. Leaving him in his boxers, I gulped looking at the size of him and all of his tattoos printed all over his body.

He pushed me further up the bed, removing my jeans, I felt self conscious as he stared at my thighs. The scars and burns reminded me of what happened and I covered them.

He removed my hands, leaned down and kissed on the memories.

"Perfect." He whispered before reaching for my pants. When he finally removed them the cold air gave me a weird feeling.

"Baby, you're so beautiful." He spread my legs a bit, gently caressing my inner thigh, I was becoming more and more desperate.

"Calum!" I moaned, arching my back aggressively.

"Okay baby girl," he slid one finger in me and I gasped at sudden movement. It felt weird to begin with but the more he moved his finger in and out, the better it felt. Once I had adjusted to his finger, he added another, I moaned harder and he repeated the same actions.

When he finished, he lined himself up and took my hand.

"This is going to hurt, but I promise it will feel better." He pushed it in slowly and I crushed his hand in mine.

"Fuck!" I yelled, he chuckled and then kissed my head, tears leaked from my eyes cause it fucking hurt like mad.

After a few minutes of adjusting, I finally felt the pain disappear and it began to feel so much better. Calum began to move and each movement produced a moan from me. His finger traced down to my soft spot and I moaned louder.

"Keep it down baby girl." He grinned, I nodded and he began to go faster, I let go of him, dropping my hand to grip the sheets beneath me.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I groaned, he touched me again and I began to feel funny.

"Cal, why do I feel funny?" I managed to get out.

"Hold it." He instructed, I didn't know what he meant but when he began moaning, I assumed it meant I was almost there.

"Okay," he breathed, he gave one more hard trust and another touch and I was moaning so loud, I'm sure Jupiter could bloody hear me.

I felt Calum do what he does and then pull out of me. He laid beside me and grinned.

"That was amazing." I smiled, he grinned and nodded.

"Thanks Cal." I muttered.

"Nah thank you." He replied, I gave a small smile before my thoughts took over.

After tonight, the boys would be gone.

And I would be alone.