Black Roses. (Punk 5SOS) *COMPLETED*

GUYSSSS

This book is going to be on hold for a while. I'm really stressed and it's time you guys know.

I used to live with my mum, and three brothers. My dad left when I was four. When I was 12? I think anyway, my oldest brother, Morgan, left my mums and moved in with my dad. I thought he was in the wrong and I hated him for a few solid years of my life, until....
Me being the eldest had to take care of  my two younger brothers. And my crazy alcoholic mother.

I'm not going to say she did, but she certainly didn't help. At the age of 13, I was depressed, by 14, I was cutting. I was suicidal. It looked down hill from there.

So anyway recently, I moved from my mums to my dads. But my dad is debt surrounded and is now out of a house, I can't move in with my Nan cause there is no room.

So I've moved in with my auntie hoping that everything would change. It hasn't, yes, I've stopped cutting and I'm not suicidal but the thoughts always cross my mind now and again.

I now have mocks and exams and stress. But what worries me most is the fact I'm still sad. My best friend Lauren, has helped me through but I'm still sad.

I may always be sad now and again but most of the time I'm happy.

I'm happy when I write but I need GCSEs.

I KNOW OTHER CHILDREN ARE WORSE OFF AND GOING THROUGH THE SAME AS ME.

So guys this is what I'm dealing with! I'm not attention seeking I just want you all to understand, so please don't stop reading; Hold on. 

I want to be a teacher and a writer in spare time.

I love you all 🎀❤️

Thanks for understanding,

sel🎀❤️🌸