Jamie P.O.V.
2 weeks later
"Move" I mumble. "Sean leave me alone" I mumble. "Aight fine" he says. "So you just finna leave, just like that" I say. "You just told me to leave you alone" he says. "Yeah, but I meant come cuddle with me" I say. "Why are women so confusing" he mumbles. "I dont know, just come I don't feel good" I whine. "What happen?" He mumbles. "Mother nature happened" I groan. "Aight I'm coming right back" he mumbles. "Sean" I whine. "I'll be right back" he says while walking into the bathroom. The girls and Aiden are still sleeping, they went sleep really late last night. Sean comes out like 30 minutes later. "Come" I whine. He walks over to me and picks me up then walks into the bathroom. He sits me down on the rim of the bathtub. "In here smells good" I mumble. "Go ahead, take a bath, I'll get the kids ready" Sean says. I look back at the bubble bath. "Thankyou" I mumble. "You okay?" Sean ask. "Yeah, I'm fine" I mumble. He kisses my cheek then walks out.
"And the kisses, is that jolly ranchers?" I say. "You can't get it" Sean says. I stick my tongue out at him then pick up the candy and run to checkout. I pay for the candy then put it in my purse. Sean picks up Ava and Aidens carseat and was out the store. "Come on baby let's go" I tell Aleah. She puts her hands up. "Leah you're six not 3" I mumble she pouts then runs to Sean. She tells him something and he bends down and she hops on his back. "Mommy you look fat" Heaven says. "I know, I need to go back to the gym" I mumble. "Do you like Sean?" She ask me while we walk out the store. "I don't know, he's a nice guy, Whay do you think, is he nice enough to be my boyfriend?" I ask her. "I don't know, I'll have to ask him some questions first, see if he's fit enough to be with you" she says then giggles. "What do you mean, fit enough for me?" I ask her. "Well ma let's be honest, you have an attitude problem" Heaven says. I laugh and pull her twist. "And so do you"I say. "The apple doesn't fall far from the tree" Nevaeh says. "Unless it's on a hill" Lala says. Heaven and Nevaeh laugh. "What do you mean?" I ask her. "I don't have an attitude problem and Heaven and I barely look alike" Jayla says. "But Aleah and Ava look like you" I say "no they don't"Jayla replies. My phone starts ringing. Oh my gosh whoever is calling me thankyou cause you just got me out of an akward situation.
I take my phone out of my purse and answer it. "Hello?"I mumble. "How the fuck you finna just take my kids and not tell me where yall going" Jaden yells. "Yall go over by them" I tell the girls. I watch as they walk away. "Jaden the fuck is wrong with you, we been gone for 3 days and only now you asking that, shut the fuck up nigga" I say. "I know where yall at cause I got my niggas watching yall, who's that bitch ass nigga yall with!?" He yells. "Jaden if yo ass keep yelling imma hang up, don't worry who I'm fucking with, I'm single" I say. "No yo ass aint, our relationship over when I say it's over" he yells. I hang up the phone. I told his ass stop yelling. "Baby daddy problems" Sean mumbles. "Where are my children?" I panic. "Over there with Ricky and Jimmy" he mumbles. "Why yall following me?" I mumble. "So you don't want me here?" Sean ask. "I don't care, but I think we might be heading back to Maryland tomorrow cause their dad is acting all types of ways" I mumble. "Yall live Maryland for real?" Sean says. "Let me guess, you live in Maryland too?" I say. "You know it" Sean says. "But I needa talk to you about some stuff" Sean says. "Ookkaaay" I say. "Ma daddy wants to speak to you" Heaven says. I take the phone from Heaven. "Hello" I mumble. "Why you hang up the phone?" Jaden says. "Cause i told you to stop yelling" I mumble while watching Heaven run back toJimmy who is leaving then swing on his muscles. "Well don't do it again" he mumbles. Sean wraps his arms around my waist from behind and rubs my stomach. I hit his hand when he starts kissing my neck. I bite my lip trying to hold in my moan. "Hello? Jamie? When yall coming back home?" Jaden says. Sean just being petty. "Jamie answer me!" Jaden yells. "Soon" I moan. "Why you moaning? You got that nigga all up on you! You betta tell him who the fuck I am, I'll cut off that nigga head" Jaden growls. Sean chuckles and kisses the back of my neck. I elbow him in his stomach. Which didn't do much, just made him laugh more. "Whatever, bye" I mumble then hung up the phone. "Sean whyd you do that" I say. "Cause I want to show you what love feels like, I've heard about ya nigga, he works for ya pops" Sean says. I stare at him then walk away. "Jamie why you walking away?" Sean says while walking walking up next to me. "Sean I know what love feels like, you don't know nothing about me aight so you can't just judge me like that. What....you probably think I'm some bitch that had a bad past and I'm just going out with Jaden cause I can't do better? I know what love feels like, I've gotten it from my family and friends. You don't know me so don't judge me" I say trying to hold back my tears and trying to hide the cracking in my voice. "Well Jamie why are you still with Jaden if you know what love feels like, cause you and I both know yall ain't got love, yall got lust" Sean says. I blink back the tears. "Can we just leave" I mumble then walk away.
I look back at the girls sleeping in the car. Only Aiden is awake. I close my eyes. I feel Sean start playing with my hand. I pull it away from him. "Jamie why are you mad?" He says. "I'm not mad" I mumble. Sean sighs. I open my eyes and look at him. "I'm sorry" I mumble. "What?" He ask. "I'm sorry" I say. "It's whateva" he mumbles. "So now you mad at me?" I mumble. "No" he says. "Yes you are" I mumble. He picks up my hand then kisses it. "No I'm not" he says. I smile at him then close my eyes. This nigga this nigga, this mother fuckin nigga.
