Jamie P.O.V.
2 weeks later
"Nikki you have to eat"I mumble. She shakes her head no. It's going to take her a while to recover, it didn't take long for me to recover because I had my kids to keep me up and motivated, but she lost her first and only. I pick her up and throw her over my shoulder. I walk into the kitchen and put her on the island. "I made banana pancakes, your favorite" I mumble while putting some on a plate. I grab the butter and maple syrup. I prep her pancakes and get her a bowl of yogurt. She sits down on the the chair by the island and I put the food infront of her and watch her. "Come on, eat" I mumble. Nevaeh walks into the room. "Oh my fruit loops in here smells like fish and onions" Nevaeh says then holds her nose. I glare at her and she shruggs her shoulders.
"I want to go back to bed Jamie" Nikki groans. "Just wait" I mumble doing her makeup. I'm not a professional cause I rarely wear makeup but I can do a little thing or two. I curled her hair and twisted it up into a curly ponytail. "Why are you doing this" she groans. I giggle then dab her lips. Cam is taking her out on a date but she doesn't know yet. I stand up. "You look amazing"I say. "Why'd you do this?" She ask annoyed. " I like dressing people up and Jayla refuses, so I turned to my future daughter in law" I say admiring my work. "Ohk thanks, can I go to sleep now?" She mumbles. "No, we have to take pictures, can you go downstairs, the lighting is better down there" I say. I smile as she gets up and walks out the door. I walk out after her and watch her walk down the stairs towards Cam. My work here is done.
I put my icecream down and go to answer the door. I open it. "Yes Jaden" I mumble. "That's how you greet me?" He ask. "What the hell do you want" I mumble getting irritated. "Let me inside so I can talk to yall" he mumbles. I look at his carry ons,Jazzy and Cacey. "Do I have to let them inside too?" I mumble. I feel Nevaeh pull me from the door. "Come inside" she says to them. I look at her like shes crazy. They walk inside into the living room. "How the hell you finna let people inside my house" I mumble. She shruggs her shoulders. I close the door and lock it then call everyone into the living room. "Where yo nigga?" Jaden ask. "He's my boyfriend, and he is out with my son" I mumble then he just happens to walk in. "Okay anyways, I came here to talk to yall bout something really important" Jaden says. "They getting married, ohno" Heaven says then all the kids start arguing with their dad about marrying her. "Nobody is getting married" Jaden yells calming everyone down. "She's pregnant" Nevaeh says causing the same reaction. "Nobody is pregnant" he yells. "Well...." I mumble. Jaden and Sean look at me. "I'm kidding" I laugh. Jaden sighs, a sigh of relief. "Okay so I just got drafted to the LA Lakers" he says. Everyone claps. "Wait doesn't that mean you have to move to Los Angeles" Nevaeh mumbles. "Yes, that's why I'm here, I want yall to move with me" he replies. "Jaden we have to think about that, seriously, the kids still have school, and what about their friends, what about my business, my parents, our family here" I say. "Jamie you can get a bigger business up in LA you have more opportunities, we'll come over here every month to visit family, there are plenty of great schools in LA" he says. I look back at Sean then at Jaden and sigh. "I need time to think about that Jaden, when are you leaving?" I ask. "Next month" he says. "In January" I say. "Well at least you'll be here for Christmas next week" Jayla mumbles. "I really need time to think about this Jaden" I say. "I know, but I'm leaving next month, time is ticking" he says while standing up. I sigh. "Get out my house" I mumble. "What?" He ask dumbfounded. "Get the hell out!"I yell. He stands up and shakes his head the leaves. "Mommy are we going to go?" Aleah ask. I sigh. I forgot she got anxiety separation disorder. "I don't know baby" I mumble. I start thinking, I don't want to leave Kayla and Asia here, I've been with them my whole life. Ever since I met them we been tight, I know I ain't talking to Kay now but I still love her. Then my sister, I don't want to be away from her again, we were separated for too long, my parents, my dad is going to be devastated and I want to be here when my baby bro or sis gets here. My business, who's going to take over? I love Raven but I don't know if she's ready for that weight on her shoulders. I throw a vase at the wall. Why the hell would he come here and ruin my fucking day. I walk upstairs to where Sean is drying Trey off.
It's like 11 at night and I can't sleep. "Baby what's on your mind" Seans deep voice scares me. "I thought you were asleep" I mumble. "I can't go to sleep till you do"he says. I turn around and look at him. "I don't know what to do, about the whole LA thing" I mumble. "I think you shouldn't go"he says. "But what about the kids"I say. "He said he would come over every month" Sean mumbles. "What about Aleahs anxiety" I mumble. "I don't know Jamie but I'm not going to LA" Sean says. "Why not? How are you going to see Trey?" I ask. "That won't be a problem" he says. "What do you mean?" I ask. "You'll find out later"he mumbles. I wave it off. I get up and walk around the house. I look at Heaven and Ne's room and light is on. I walk to it. All the girls are in here. "What are you guys doing up?" I ask. "We were just talking, about LA" Jayla says. "We want to go" Heaven says. I sigh. I was about to say something then a realized something. "Ava how did you get out your crib?" I ask. She giggles and hides under a pillow. "We'll talk about it some more tomorrow, get some rest" I mumble then turn the light off. "Are all of you sleeping in here?" I ask. There's no problem cause there are two King sized beds in here and a very comfortable couch. It's the same thing in Heavens actual room that she rarely sleeps in. "Yeah" Ne says. I could still see them from the light coming from their huge lava lamp. "Goodnight, I love you guys"I said, they all said that they love me. I walk back into my bedroom and plop down on the bed. "Ow" I groan, forgetting I still breast feed. My boobs are tender and Sean always tryna fucking squeeze them like it's funny. "It's good fo yo ass" he mumbles. I thump him on his forhead. "You so mean" I mumble. "I don't give a fuck" he mumbles. I kick him in his stomach. "the girls want to move to LA"I mumble. He turns off the lamp and turns his back to me. "Oh" he mumbles after a while. "Um okay" I mumble and turn my back towards his. He's up to something.
