Jamie P.O.V.
Next day
"Well we are home" I mumble. "Aight but I gotta go, so imma call you later" Sean says then takes my phone that I was texting Kay on. "Give it" I mumble. "Naw, you always on it and I'm tryna talk to you and you all up in yo phone" Sean says. "Cause I was talking about something important" I mumble. He looks at my phone and reads what I was texting Kay. Sean looks at me then smirks. I smile then roll my eyes and turn around to walk away. He grabs my waist and turns me around to look at him. "It's aight, you important to me too" he says then kisses my forhead. "Mommy we're hungry" Aleah whines. "Okay, I'm going to fix dinner soon, just let me finish talking to Sean"I say to her. "My Sean" Leah says. Sean let's go of my waist and picks her up and walks away. Wow. Just leave me in the door way, alone. It's coo. I close the door and walk into the living room where they are. I pick up Riley. "You need a bath" I mumble. She throws back her head. I laugh. Sean tells Leah something and she stands up and takes Riley away from me then runs upstairs. Sean stands up and walks over to me, then sits next to me. "Why you mugging me?" He ask. "Nothing" I mumble. "It's whateva" I say. He smirks at me. "You know Leah got you wrapped around her finger" I mumble. "Yeah" he says. "But you got me wrapped around yo heart" he mumbles. I look at him and he's staring at me. I smile at him. "So what you tryna say?" I ask him while laying down on the couch and putting my head on his lap. I close my eyes. We had a long ass flight. "I love you" he whispers in my ear. I try my best to keep my smile in. "I know" I mumble. He looks at me funny. "You look cute" I giggle. "I love you too" I finally say. "Jamie don't play with a nigga like that" he chuckles. I truly do love him, and he's never touched me in any way, or kissed me, and im in love with him. "I do love you, but I'm also in love with you, just felt like I needed to say that" I mumble. He stares at me for a while. I look away. He lightly grabs my chin and makes me look at him. "Look at me" he mumbles. "You think I'm lying?" I mumble. "No" he mumbles. "Well then stop staring at me" I mumble. "Can't a nigga admire you?" Sean says. "I guess, but there's not much to admire" I mumble. Sean sighs. "Come by my house later tonight" Sean says while playing with my small hands. "I can't just leave my kids here alone and I don't know when Jaden is coming" I mumble while sitting up. "Bring them" He says while standing. I nod my head. I walk him to the door. "Yo nigga is wack" Sean says. "No he's not, I still love him" I mumble. "Come with me, yall can live with me" Sean says. I laugh. "We can't just leave just like that" I say. "Mane" he mumbles. "Goodnight Tee'sean" I laugh while closing the door. "Jamie that shit ain't funny" he says. I laugh then watch through the peephole as he chuckles and walks to his car. Now time to make some dinner.
"But momma we going somewhere" I say to my mom who just reached by the house. "I don't care, you took my grand baby's away for a damn month and weeks, I'm taking them all" she says. "Come on, yall going by grandma" she says loud enough for the girls to hear. I hear them say yay and giggle and run upstairs. "Even Ava and Aiden?" I ask. "Ofcourse, they're my grandbabies too" she says. "But we have plans" I say. "Well I'm sure you can go alone" she says while packing Ava and Aidens bags. "But momma you like 54 and daddy like 57, yall needa rest" I say. "Hunny, stop complaining, you need to rest, and I'm 36" my mom's making me laugh then snort. She stares at me. "What you laughing at, I am, well atleast that what the men at the post office think" she says. "Momma, you betta not be cheating on daddy" I say. "I'm not, I'm not stupid, I ain't finna ruin our relationship over some bags of wrinkles" she says referring to the older men at the post office. I laugh. "You are just to much" I laugh. I guess I'll be going by Sean by myself. I don't know what'll happen, only time can tell.
"Sean open the door it's cold outside" I whine. "Wait" he mumbles. Oh my Lord I'm going to stab this nigga. It's like 46° outside tonight and I'm wearing sweats and a tank. "I'm going to die of hypothermia" I yell. Sean finally opens the door and engulfs me into a hug to warm me up. We walk inside with his arms still around me. "Where the kids?" He ask while we sit on his couch. "With my mom" I mumble. He nods his head and rubs my arm to warm me up. "I fucking hate you" I mumble. "Why" he mumbles. " I was outside for like 5 minutes in the damn cold and-"I stop mid sentence. I hear shuffling in his hallway closet. "What's that?" I mumble. He shruggs his shoulders. I sit up. "Naw Jamie it ain't nothing" he mumbles. He just making me want to know more. I stand up. Sean pulls me back down. I frown at him then stand back up and start walking to the hallway. I feel Sean pick me up from the ground and carry me to the couch. I struggle to get out his grip but the nigga just to damn strong. He lays me down on my back on the couch. "Why can't I see what's back there?" I ask. "Cause ya just can't" Sean says. "So you're hiding something from me" I mumble. "Well not excatly" he mumbles. I roll my eyes and sit up. I put on my shoes and stand up. "Where you going?" Sean ask. "Home, duh" I mumble. I walk to the door and put my hand on the doornob. Sean grabs my waist and spins me around and kisses me passionately. This kiss, oh my gosh this kiss. His lips are so soft. I moan into the kiss. He tugs on my lip then pulls away. "I've been waiting to do that for a while" he mumbles against my lips. I smile then frown. "Sean is there a girl or woman in the closet?" I ask him while wrapping my arms around his neck and closing my eyes hoping he says no. "There is a female in the closet" he mumbles. I frown. I keep my eyes closed. Why me, he was so good. I drop my arms from around his neck back to my sides. He pecks my lips. I open my eyes and look away. I try to back away from him but he wraps his arms around my waist. "Jamie look at me" he mumbles. I ignore him and continue staring at the picture of who I'm guessing is his son hung up on the wall. He kisses my cheek. I want to kiss him so badly. He let's go of my waist and walks to the hallways closet. I slide down the wall and put my head in my hands. I feel so stupid. I feel so used. I feel a wet ass tongue lick my arm. I look up and jump and run to the couch. "Sean why do you have a tiger!?" I scream. He chuckles. "She's my pet, Roxy" he says. "Are you a psychopath?" I ask him. "You know you're not supposed to ask psychopaths if they're psychopaths cause then they can just click on you" he says. He let's Roxy go. She slowly walks over to me and circles around the couch that I'm standing on. She stands on her hind legs and puts her front paws on the couch arm. She stares at me. "Sean, you betta tell her to get down cause nigga I'm always loaded" I mumble. "Roxy come here" he says. She stares at me then walks over to Sean. The tiger just mugged me, she just fucking mugged me. I'm done. Ya girl is out. "Don't leave" Sean mumbles while playing with Roxy. I guess Riley or my kids will never be coming to Seans house. I hop off the couch and walk upstairs, all the way to the 3rd floor. I don't know where I'm going, just looking for the master bedroom. I walk into the master bedroom that is decorated white and blue. I lay down on the bed. He has a damn tiger, why am I still here. She can kill me in a second. Minutes later he walks upstairs and gets ontop of me. "Get the fuck off of me" I mumble. He chuckles. "That shit ain't funny" I mumble. "Aight I'm sorry" he mumbles. I roll my eyes then mugg him. He chuckles then pecks my lips. I look at him with that really nigga expression. He chuckles then kisses me. I deepen the kiss. Before I knew it he's holding my waist and grinding on me. I moan then he groans then stops. "I'm sorry, I'm getting carried away" he mumbles. Is this nigga for real. Like damn nigga that shit was feeling nice, why you stop. I look at him pissed as hell. He chuckles then gets off me and lays next to me. He rubs my stomach and plays with my belly piercing. "So now you got me hot and bothered and you finna just play with my stomach" I mumble. "I know, I shouldn't have taken it that far" he mumbles. "Are you serious Sean" I mumble then turn my back to him. He pulls me close to him and presses his erection into my back. I laugh. "So now we both got a problem" he chuckles while tracing my v line. "Sean if you don't want to have sex then I advise you to stop that" I say. He chuckles and continues. "Tee'sean L-" he cuts me off. "You betta not say it" he says. "Leslie" I giggle. He mugs me then turns his back to me. I laugh then sit up. He finna talk to me now. I take of my sweats leaving me in my boyshorts. I plug my phone into his speakers and scroll to "love don't change". This song is my shits. He rolls on his back and looks at me confused. I straddle him, then start giving him a lap dance. He grabs my hips. This shit feels nice. I've given Jaden a lap dance once, then he went on a rant about how I should move around on his lap and blah blah blah. Like really nigga, you supposed to appreciate what I just did for you. But imma get Jaden off my mind and keep Sean on it cause I'm feeling him. The song finishes and his shits is at attention. "See what you did" he chuckles. "You wanna have sex?" I ask him. "Naw, imma make love to you though" he mumbles flipping us over. "I don't want to make you feel like I'm rushing it, want me to stop?" He ask. "No" I moan. "Condom or not?" He ask. "Are you okay with plan b pills?" I ask him. "For now" he mumbles. "Okay, well then no condom" I say. He throws the condom across the room. He slowly undresses me while I undress him. I'm so glad I shaved last night, cause bitch that would've been embarrassing. His shits is big, like I thought Jaden's own was big but Sean is like xl while Jaden is x. "Don't be scared, I'll be gentle" he mumbles. I nod my head then close my eyes. I'm scared actually. He slowly slides inch after inch in. He stays there for a while so we can get adjusted to eachother. I nod my head indicating that he can start. He starts off slow. "Sean" I moan. He chuckles and goes slower. Oh many gosh I feel like I'm on cloud 9, this shit feel better than getting high. "Sean" I moan louder. I some how was able to get ontop. Now I'm in charge. I start riding him like there's no tomorrow. He groans. "Fuck" he mumbles under his breath. Oh he is in the zone now.
"I love you" Sean mumbles. "I love you too" I say. We are on the bed cuddled together, naked. He rubs is hand up and down my back. I need to take that plan b pill soon cause I know I'll forget. "Jamie, do you love yourself?" Sean ask out of the blue. ".....yes" I mumble. "So why do you talk down on yourself?" He ask. "I don't know" I mumble. "We finna fix that" Sean says. "Okay" I yawn. "Get some sleep" he mumbles. I close my eyes. He pecks my lips. I feel like a hoe.
