anorexia

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Ana, Ana go away. I don't want you to be my friend today.

You make me have obsessions with my weight, while my friends tell me that I look perfectly great.

Ana, Ana go away. I don't need you, I only ate a yogurt today.

You scream at me, my ribs do not show enough. But Ana why can't they just stay? Am I not perfect in this way?

Ana, Ana go away. I threw up both my meals today.

Just for that gap between my thighs that you tell me will sexually attract a guy.

Ana, Ana go away. I didn't even eat today.

They tell me I'm perfect, they tell me I need no gap, so why are you taking over? Ana, Ana won't you please just go away.

Ana, Ana go away. I went another day.

I'm starving yet you're convincing me not to eat at all. I hate you so much, yet you seem to be my only friend.

Ana, Ana go away. It's been a few days.

And by a few days, I mean I actually started eating again. Sometimes just a meal a day.

Ana, Ana go away. You're not my friend and don't find someone new.

I'm over you, I've gotten through.

Ana, Ana you're away.

I realized that I was killing myself for you.

Ana, Ana... Never come back another day.

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