My mother just said the simplest thing and my mind shot straight to you.
Dammit I hate this whole process sometimes. The process of figuring out what we're doing with our lives, ourselves, and together.
I don't care what they say, I'm so endlessly in love with you; and if I have to I will be with you another fourteen times or so just to figure out what I have to do with myself. To figure out how to move on or maybe even not to.
I'll live my life so recklessly because at the end of the day I really just don't care about what I do with it. To live is just to die, so why am I trying to live by their rules, to live to make them happy?
It's the simplicity of it all, I'll live my life as I want to. If that means throwing whomever out of my life, then be so. If that means almost dying a few times, then be so. If that means making the whole world infuriated at me because they can not live like I, then be so. Most of all, if that means having to be with you another fourteen times or so to either be able to get over you or not; then be so. I will not live by rules, I will not live by all's anger, I will live by me.
And that's just the simplicity of it all.
