Everything about me is destructive. I'm addicted to destruction, it's like I need it to breathe. It chips me down yet builds me up. I can not explain it in words or metaphors, only in my own fucked up destructive mind. And that's the terrible thing. I destroy everything in my path. I can't help it, it's my mind I have no control. I don't want it like this anymore. I'm so fucking sick of it.
