Chyna Doll 2 - Cant Escape The Past

C H A P T E R - 5

Part 2

"Yeah stop being nasty." As soon as I heard his voice I froze, and the flashbacks from that night just rolled in.

You can do this, think of all the money you'll make at the end of the night.

"So you just gonna take my money and dip ma, damn that hurt."

"You tryna back out already?"

I was scared to turn around, scared to face someone from that horrible time in my life that I let another person take advantage of. I was a new person, I was just tryna get away from everything that happened back then, but its just not working. That's why I've been having these dreams, it's a forewarnig that something like this would happen.

I clutched on to Tahj more as my head stayed buried in his neck. I know I couldn't stay like this forever, hopefully he'll go away so I wouldn't have to deal with this... I'm just not ready.

"Wifey?" I heard him question. I felt Tahj nod his head followed by a yes. He tried to push me off of him a little but I just stayed tensed up afraid to move. "She good?" He asked again.

Tahj answered again speaking up for me. "Chy get up." He tried to move my head. I know I was being childish right now but it wasn't even that, I was honestly scared because I just know once we come face to face everything will change.

I slowly removed myself from off of Tahj and turned around.

We made eye contact. His eyes turned into slits almost if eyes could smile his would be, his eyes showed hatred but also happiness like he was finally able to catch up with me. While mine displayed the pure opposite.

"Chyna?" He spoke my name more as a question like he didn't know me instead of implying that we've already crossed paths, and somewhat shared a past.

"Y-yes," I caught myself stuttering and automatically cleared my throat. "Yes."

"Wassup, nice to finally meet the girl that's got lil bro all sprung." He smiled.

"Blake right?" I asked.

"Yeah but you can just call me Blaze like everyone else." He continued to smile but this time it wasn't a friendly one.

"Alright, it's time to eat." Mama Bennett spoke up, which I was glad for. This was becoming way to awkward for me and I swear just being under his stare after what I did to him was scaring me. I knew he remembered me by the look he was giving me.

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"Chyna you okay?" Ryelle wondered, plopping down next to me on the couch.

"I'm good," I assured her.

"You sure, cause I'm used to you being all happy and talkative but now you just mute been that way since dinner." She replied. I couldn't even disagree with her on that, I just mentally crawled under a rock because I was scared knowing that shit was about to change. Or maybe it wasn't hopefully he was over everything that had happened. Being that he didn't let anyone know that he already knew me.

"Yeah I'm sure, I'm just tired that's all." I partially lied.

We sat on the couch and watched reruns of Love and Hip Hop just to pass time. After dinner Tahj and Blaze had left to go do something. I was happy not to be around Blaze but I was also nervous that now that Blaze knew who I was he would expose my past life to Tahj.