Different state, new friends . . . same bullshit!
There's always somebody lurking in the background, somebody who you never thought you'll see again, but even though all is forgivin' nobody truly forgets.
Chyna can never seem to escape tragic situat...
"No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path." - Gautama Buddha
Part 2
Chyna
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"I wanna know everything Chyna don't hold shit back." Tahj said staring straight into my eyes. I wanted so badly to not do this, and just leave it alone. I didn't wanna relive the past but now since my past is invading my future, I know I need to stop whatever may happen before it gets more worse than it already is.
"Just promise me something though." I responded playing with my fingers, a habit I picked up whenever I was nervous.
"What's that?" He asked.
"Don't judge me, and don't leave me." I said looking at him now. I needed to know that he wouldn't do either before I opened up this box full of shit that I thought I left behind.
"I need to kn--"
"No, I just need you to tell me that you won't leave me Tahj. No matter how bad this shit gets, which it will but I need you to be the person I know you are and stick with me like you've always done. When we first met I told you that I wasn't the best person I knew I could be and that I was trying to be a better me and you told me that you would be here to help me see my potential in any way possible. Well now is that time that I need you to be here in every way possible." I said as tears fell from my eyes. He scooted to the top of the bed and wrapped his arm around me bringing me towards him into a hug, then kissed the top of my head.
"I'm not going anywhere no matter what you've done. Plus you're having my baby so you stuck with me." He chuckled. "I just need to know this so that you and our baby could be okay Chyna. I hated being in the dark when that shit was brought up at the doctors appointment, and I don't wanna continue being in the dark especially if my child's life is on the line."
"I understand." I mumbled into his chest.
Its either now or never ....
"Okay I'm ready," I said leaning back up into my recent sitting position as he moved in front of me. "Do you want the short or long version?"
"Long version."
"Okay," I started. "When I was a teenager my parents were really strict like to the point I could barely do anything. They always sheltered me from everything and I hated it. I hated it because my friends got to do things that I couldn't do at times and the only times I really did what I wanted to do was if I snuck out. I wasn't allowed to have a boyfriend or anything and of course once I started liking guys and talked to my mama about it she flipped out saying I was too young and I needed to focus on school and whatnot; and I listened to her up until I turned fifteen."
