Phil's POV ~ chapter 12

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A/n in this book phil is the most famous youtuber, he has like ten million subscribers and about everyone knows him (like it should be in real life)

Phil's POV

I could feel dans confused eyes staring at me but I couldn't do anything,I was next to a fan, and Dan didn't even know who I was, which I was very relived to find out when he turned to me and didn't do anything like screaming OH MY GOD AMAZINGPHIL FROM YOUTUBE! Which unfortunately happened a couple of times in the past, I've spent a few flights and train rides listening to people talking about how much they love me and stuff and as much as I love my fans it still gets tiring, I mean I wouldn't mind a conversation but people telling me how much they love and adore me- as absolutely amazing as it is, still gets boring and kind of uncomfortable after a while. That's why I was scared of helping Dan when I first saw him, honestly I was tired and just wanted to sleep but there is just something about Dan that makes me feel like I have to protect him all the time, has been from the second I saw him flinch when the plane started moving and up till now, when all I want to do is hug him and explain everything.

"I love you soo much! Can I get a picture and an autograph? I'm like, your biggest fan ever! I can't believe how long this flight has been, and I can't believe we were on the same plane all this time! How did your flight go?"

The girl (or Layla) shot all the questions at a speed that nearly made my head spin, I smiled "sure" I kept my eyes on Dan though, I wanted him to know I was still there and mouthed 'sorry' , his lips stretched into a little smile and he looked a little less confused, it was then when Layla actually noticed Dan and looked him up and Down inspecting him "who's that?"

I froze, how was I supposed to answer that? Dan and I haven't spoken about telling anyone yet, hell, he didn't even know who I was! What if I told her and it got out?which I know it will, I don't know if Dan wants everyone to know, not after all he's been through at his old school, not to mention him mother. But on the other hand what if I don't tell her and he gets hurt? I will never hurt him, not on purpose at least, he's my angel .

"He's my friend" I felt chills going through my body when I said it, not only did I just lie to a fan, but I might've just hurt the most amazing person that I care about so, so much. I couldn't look at him, not after what I'd just said, I kept my eyes on the ground.

"Oh, ok cool, can you take our picture?" I looked up at him, his face seemed a bit shocked but he just shook his head and nodded hesitantly.

We took the picture, and I followed her on tweeter, she gave me a huge hug and ran off, catching her parents that were collecting their luggage.

Dan and I walked side by side slowly and quietly, I wasn't really sure what to say, but I knew I had to say something before it was too late

"Dan"

"Hmm?" He didn't look at me, he continued looking straight ahead, "da-" but he interrupted me "Look, Phil it's okay, at least you gave me a little experience of what it feels like to be loved, I'm not even mad, honestly, I should have known it would happen. its okay, let's just act like it never happened so I won't embarrass myself more than I have to, we each go on our different ways and just act like those 10 hours didn't even happen"

Panic washed over me, i cant let him go, as much as dan thinks he needs me i need his more, i couldn't bare the thought of him leaving me, and for such a stupid mistake.

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