Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.31

Ch.31

Can't believe whats going on
Gotta keep my cool,be calm
When i heard you and he was screaming out of control
All i could think about was ,,No,No,No he won't hurt the one i cared for so long,long,hell no"

Jinhwan started singing as the doors opened.I smiled at him and Donghyuk who was playing the piano.People got up from their seats when i started walking.

I know we're done and its none of my concern,but how
Can two be windin' out from only weeks in goin' out
Just makes me feel that what we had was real
Could it be or is it too late?

I looked at everyone.They were smiling and some of them were crying.Those were mostly my parent's friends.I was a bit uncomfotable with all those looks on me,but i tried to look natural.Jinhwan's voice almost made me cry.I did my best not to let my tears out and run away out of fear.

Baby,listen to your heart won't let you down

My Jinie,i hope he will be okay after this.When i say yes to Daehyun,a chance for the two us will disappear.I had to get over with it,we couldn't be together.There was always something,someone stopping us from being happy.I was happy with Daehyun,thats why I choosed him.

Cause you should be my lady
Now that we're apart love will show how life carries on

I looked at Daehyun.He stood there awkwardly,making me laugh.For a second i thought that Jinhwan was suppost to be there.

I never felt so strong
Life can lead us to a hapiness never ending
If we just know that we belong to each other
Never worry,grow as we go
See you in your wedding dress

As i got closer,i felt more nervous.I asked myself do i really want that?I was so close to running away.My steps became slow as i started thinking about leaving that place.Then I remembered Daehyun,Donghyuk,Ayda,all of them helped me with this,i couldn't just give up.At some point,i knew i had to finish this,i made a promise i couldn't break.

I can see you in your wedding dress

I liked my wedding dress and i knew others like it too.But it felt like it was not the right time to wear it.It was too late to change my mind.I knew my parents would support me no matter what i do,just like Dong.

I can see you in your wedding dress

Donghyk.He was a best brother anyone could have.Always being with me,support my decision,even if they were stupid.He protected me all the time,made me laugh,make me cry,but i always loved him.After our parents died,he was the only one i had.Only one person that made me so happy.

I see you walking down in your (wedding dress)

Ayda.My best friend for so long.We were in a fight for some time,but i missed her.I was happy i met her before the wedding,it seemed like she was happier than me.

I was never perfect no
But i'd never let it go to  point i'm ragin',throwin' making you uncomfotable
But what he did to you was unacceptable
You claimed everything was okay,thats impossible

Jinhwan.My Jinie.He was my first boyfriend,first kiss,he was my everything.That day,i knew it was our end.A sad end,but he will find someone.I kept telling myself he'll be better with someone else.I never doubted at my love for him.I never stopped loving him,but that day,i had to let it go.

Just know i'm here for you
All clear for you from night to sun
God,i've been near to you
A feel of you gives me a rush
It makes me feel like what we had is real
It could never be too late oh babe

I gave Jinhwan one last look before standing next to Daehyun.We shared a smile and turned to the priest.He smiled at us and started talking.I felt my heart beating fast as i became even more nervous.I barely listened to him,i only catched a few words.I looked at Daehyun.I felt his perfume,but something was wrong.I could feel a female perfume as well.

"Jung Daehyun,do you take Kim Hye Na as your wife,to protect her and be with her through good and bad times?"

Daehyun smiled and squeezed my hand."Yes"

"Kim Hye Na,do you take Jung Daehyun as your husband,to be with him through good and bad times?"

I felt everyone's eyes on me,especially Jinhwan's.Everyone became quiet,waiting for my answer.I gulped and turned my head to Daehyun.He stared at me with eyes full of hope.Then i noticed lipstick on his neck.

"D-Daehyun,d-d-did you c-cheat o-on me?" I stuttered.I had to know.Something told me to ask him that.

"What?" Ayda yelled from behind.He stared at me with wide-eyes.Some people stood up and stared at us curiously,while i was excepting his reply.My eyes become teary as he kept quiet.

"Daehyun,did you?" I asked again.He let my hand and looked down.

"I'm sorry"

I threw my bouquet at him and ran out.I heard people cursing and yelling at him,but i kept running.I fell on my knees and covered my face.My dress was dirty,my face covered in tears and make-up,i looked like a mess,but i didn't care.

How could he?I gave up on Jinhwan because of him,then he did this to me.Cheated on me on our special day.It was a mistake.Our love was a mistake.I should've stayed.I should've said no to him from a start.He was nothing but a mistake.

My vision became blurry as i heard some voices around me.They kept calling me,but in the end everything became black.

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Heyaaaa!

Omo,so close to the ending.Lots of you thought she will run way with Jinhwan.But no,it would be too obvious.I have a feeling like I messed up everything,like I ruined the story with this chapter.Please,tell me your honest opinion,i can change it a bit later.

C/V<3