Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.16

Ch.16

I opened my eyes slowly.I blinked few times and rubbed my eyes.I sat and looked around.The room was empty.I was alone,but where is Jinhwan?

"Jinhwan" I called,but i got no response.He was probably downstairs or on the practice.I took a shower and went downstairs.I looked at the clock,it was 10 AM,so all of them are practicing.I made myself a breakfast and ate in a silence.Which was weird,i got used on those boys making mess all the time.

After breakfast,i took my jacket and walked to the park.I was bored,i didn't want to bother them,so i decided to use the free time for myself.

"Oh,you are awake?" Someone said.I turned around and saw Bobby rubbing the back of his head and looking at me in a weird way.

"Obviosly.What are you doing here?"

"We have a day off,so we came here.Join us" I nodded and followed him.

"Bobby,you idiot" Hanbin hit him in the head when he saw us,but then smiled innocently at me.

"Where's Jinhwan?" I asked.They all stopped talking at looked at me.

"Hey sis" Dong came from behind and kissed my cheek.

"Hey" I greeted back.I sat on the grass next to him as the awkward silence continued.

"Whats with you?" Something wasn't right,i could sense that.I really wonder what they did this time.

"Nothing" They all said in the same time except for Bobby who was staring at us like he's lost.They shot him a death glare,making me laugh.No matter how much they pretend,i wasn't blind.

Something is wrong.

I looked at all of them carefully.Chanwoo and Yunhyeong had a blank look,there was no way you could read them.Bobby was probably lost,so yeah.Dong was listening to music and singing quietly.June was on his phone,texting someone.And then there's Hanbin.He was looking down at his hands,like he felt quilty.

"Hanbin?" He looked up and gave me a small smile."Can i talk to you?" He nodded as we stood up and stood by the tree not far fron the rest.

"What happened?"

"Nothing,why?"

"I'm not stupid.Tell me,Hanbin" He sighed and looked around.What are they hiding?Is it that important?Even Dong.Did something happen to Jinhwan or Ayda?They were really making me worried.

"I'm sorry i can't tell you" He said and looked at me sadly."Its not that important,don't bother yourself.Its nothing big,so don't worry"

But i was still worried.It still bothered me.It was something big,i could feel it!But why did they lie me?What if something bad happened,and i don't even know about it?What if one of them is hurting,not showing it?I would never forgive them.I nodded,not wanting to ask him anything more.I wasn't so close to him,so i decided to ask Donghyuk later.

"You go first" He nodded amd walked to them.I leaned on the tree and sighed.I had no idea what to do next.Maybe i should just wait for them to tell me.I should believe them,i need to have trust in them.I walked back slowly,but i stopped when i heard Dong's voice.

"Yes,yes,she is okay.No,we didn't tell her.Just stay where you are and don't come here for now,okay?" He was talking on the phone.All eyes were focused on him,like he was talking with someone important.

"No,Jinhwan.Don't worry about-" He stopped talking when he saw me.I stood there frozen,not saying anything.I came closer until i was in front of him.He stood up still holding his phone.

"Donghyuk?" I heard Jinhwan's voice through the phone.

"Where is he?" I whispered,on the edge of tears.

"Hye Na,you have to listen to me.Jinhwan is not here right now,but-"

"But?But?Where the fuck is he?" I yelled.He stared at me sadly and gave me the phone.

"Hye Na" Jinhwan said.When i heard his voice,i started sobbing."Baby,don't cry."

"Where are you?" I asked harshly.

"Hye Na,calm-"

"Just tell me where the fuck are you" I yelled,making people look at me,but i didn't care.

"I can't tell you.I had to leave for few days,but you have to understand me.Please,forgive-"

"Your words mean nothing to me!Why are you doing this?Why are you lying me?Why,Jinhwan?Why?" I threw the phone and ran away,ignoring their calls.Dong started running after me,making me run even faster.I didn't want to talk to anyone.I was mad at all of them.He left,just like that.He hugged me last night,stayed with me,then left me like a fool.Since i was sick,who knows what he did to me.I don't even remember what happened last night.

While running,i bumped into someone.I fell and hit my head.

"Oh my,i'm so sorry.You okay?" He took my hand and tried to pull me,but i pushed him.

"Leave me f-" I yelled at his face.He looked deeply in my eyes,making me forget my words.He helped me up and smiled at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked.I shook my head,wiped my tears and looked around.Dong was nowhere to be seen,which was a relief.

The guy put something in my hand,making me turn to him.

"Pretty girls shouldn't cry" He said softly.I looked at my hand and saw a tissue.

I bowed my head and thanked him.

"Its okay,you don't have to thank me.Is your head okay?" He asked and caressed the back of my head.I totally forgot about it.All confused,i nodded.His phone started ringing,so he answered it.

"Yes,okay,i'll be there in 5" He hung up and turned to me.

"I gottta go,but promise me you'll be carefull next time.You could end up in hospital or something" He smiled.I nodded and gave him a small smile.

"I promise" He turned around and walked as i stared at his back.Did i just make a promise to a stranger?I don't know his name,but he made me feel a bit better.His smile was stuck in my mind,i loved the way he caressed my head.Who is he?

He suddenly stopped and turned around.

"Oh,and my name is Daehyun!" He yelled cheerfully and winked.I blushed and smiled.

"Daehyun"

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