Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.43

Ch.43

I heard voices around,waking me up.I tried to open my eyes,but my eyelids felt heavy.I was so confused,I didn't know what was going on.Soon,the room became quiet.I opened one eye and tried to sit,but someone pushed me back down.

"Hey,lay back" He said softly and covered me with a blanket.I'm not falling for that again.

"What is happening?" I asked and closed my eye,already tired.

"You are sick,you have to stay in bed"

"Why are you here?"

"The others went to practice"

"You go too.I don't want you here" I said and sighed.With every word I said,I got more and more tired.

"I know,but I had to stay" I felt his hand on my forehead."You're burning"

"Go away"

"I'll bring you medicines"

"Jinhwan" I called,but he really left for medicines."Idiot"

"You can't blame me" Back already?

"Can't you just go?" I asked.

"No.Drink this"

"How can I know this isn't poisoned?"

"Why would I poison you?" He asked in confusion."Don't be silly.Drink this"

In the end,I listened to him and drank it.

"Disgusting.Like you" I said.Why was I so tired?He didn't reply,he just sighed.

"I'm going to use this chance to talk to you" I felt him fixing my bed and lying next to me.I wanted to push him so hard,but I knew I had no strenght for it.

"Why can't my love for you die?" He whispered close to my ear."Why can't I stop thinking about you?"

"I want to sleep Jinhwan"

"Don't sleep.We need to talk first.I need to tell you the truth"

"I don't want to know the truth"

"Just hear me out" He said and put his hand on mine."I missed you.I missed you so much.All these months without you killed me.I know what you're thinking about right now,but I'll be short.I love you and I care about you.I want you to understand me"

I listened carefully,but I didn't understand a thing he said.Those were nonsences to me.His lies were senceless and stupid.

"Say something"

"I won't accept it" I said and let myself fall asleep.

Jinhwan's POV

"I won't accept it" She said.

"Why are you being like this Hye Na?" I asked as I stared at her pale face.She seemed so tired and sad,I couldn't stand to see her that away.When she kept ignoring me,I realized she fell asleep.I moved closer to her and hugged her.I felt her body close to mine once again.How can she be my weakness after so many years?My thoughts were interrupted by my phone.

"Yoboseyo?"

"Hey baby" Soohyun greeted cheerfully.I rolled my eyes even tho she couldn't see me.

"What do you want?"

"You"

"Too bad it won't happen" I smirked.

"You are so done when I get back"

"Next year" I laugh.

"What?" She yelled.I had to move the phone from my ear because she was so loud."How do you know that?"

"Goodbye" I said and hung up.I couldn't listen her voice anymore,it was so annoying.I threw my phone and turned my attention back to Hye Na.

My Hye Na

"I will do everything to have you" I whispered."You will be mine once again,I promise" I kissed her forehead and smiled at how cute she was looking while sleeping.

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"You're still here" She said annoyed when she noticed me lying nexo to her.

"You're awake"

"Obviosly"

"Can you stop being like this?"

"No"

"Hye Na" I called.She looked away and turned her back on me.

"This is my bed.Go away"

"I don't want to" I said as I gave her a back hug.

"Honestly,I want to stay with you"

"You have Soohyun" She said quietly.

"I don't love her"

"How can you be like this Jinhwan?" She suddenly pushed me and stood up."One second you're fucking her,then you come to my bed and tell me things like this?How aren't you ashamed?How can you say it so coldly?'' I stared at her in disbelief.

"You think I would do something like that?"

"You were with her,telling sweet things to her in front of me and now,you come here and tell me you do't love her?What kind of a joke is this?" She yelled through her tears.I clenched my fists in anger.

"I can't believe this.You think I'm doing all this because I want to?Thanks for the trust" I said and walked out.I sat on the couch in the living room and tried to think.There must be a solution.We can't end this way.

Suddenly I heard some noise.I ran back into the room and found her on the floor.I quickly picked her up and laid her on the bed.

"I told you you were sick.Why won't you listen to me?" I asked as she rubbed her forehead.

"My head"

"Are you hurt?" I asked worried.I sat next to her and caressed her hair.

"Go away,I'm fine" She said harshly and pushed my hand.I didn't want to fight with her again so I kept quiet.

"Just go"

"I don't want to"

"Please" I ignored her words and lied next to her.

"I want to stay with you" I whispered.

"Stop confusing me and tell me whats going on Jinhwan" I placed her head close to my chest and covered us.

"I wish I can tell you everything.Sleep now"

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Long time no see!

C/V<3