Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.30

Ch.30

I closed my eyes as Daehyun put his hand over my body and pulled me closer.

"How is my future wife feeling?" He asked cutely.

I faked a smile."I'm okay"

"Tomorrow's the day" He added excited.I only nodded and covered us with a blanket.

Two weeks flew fast.It felt like yesterday i was crying in Jinhwan's arms and now i'm a step closer to get married.

>>Flashback<<

"I don't know what to do" I said and laid my head on him.He put his hand around me as i let my tears out.

"I really don't know.I love Daehyun,but i love you.I want to marry him but i still don't want to"

"Its your choice Hye Na.I'm not saying this because i want you to be with me,but if you don't want to marry him,then don't do it.I want you to be happy.Does he make you happy?"

"I quess"

"Yes or no?" I stared at my shaking hands,not knowing what to say.

"I hate seeing you cry" He suddenly said.

"I thought you were mad at me"

"I was just selfish.I'm sorry"

"No,Jinhwan-"

"Lets not talk about this" He said and smiled at me."I want to spend some time with you" I nodded and wiped my tears.

>>End of Flashback<<

I spent lots of time with him.He told me about his company,people in there,his fans,everything.I was happy to see him all smiling again.Will i finally stop loving him when i say yes to Daehyun?

When Daehyun fell asleep,i silently stood up from the bed.I took one box that was under our bed for a long time.I carried it with me and walked downstairs.I sat on the couch and opened the box.I smiled at photos of me and Jinhwan,our silly letters and his jacket.I remember when he was stalking me,i read all of those letters again and wore his jacket.I never forgot about it,but i couldn't bring it with me in Busan.

"You should go to bed,we have to get up early tomorrow" Donghyuk said.I looked up and smiled.

"I'm not tired" He sat next to me and stared at the box.

"You know it has to be done" I nodded.

"Just taking a look at it for the last time.You are going with Ayda tomorrow right?"

"Yeah.Lets go to bed now.Wanna sleep in my room?" He asked with his eyes full of tears.

"Don't cry,i will still be your spoiled little sister" I said and hugged him."And yes,i want to"

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"Wake up,sis.Its today" Someone said,waking me up.I opened my eyes and saw a smiling Donghyuk.I threw a pillow at him and stood up.

"You are not allowed to see Daehyun-"

"Yeah,yeah,i know" I was yawning when Ayda ran in.

"Donghyuk,prepare.Hye Na,you go with me" She took my hand and led me downstairs.

"Is it clean?" She yelled.

"Clean!" Bobby yelled back.

"Here's your dress,Noona" Chanwoo said and pointed at my dress.

"Thanks Chanwoo.I'm gonna miss all of you-"

"Enough with that,we have to go!" Ayda interrupted and took me outside.

"We're going to my house.I have everything we need there" I nodded and stared through the window.I was a bit nervous,it was my wedding day after all.

In next two hours,Ayda was making my hair.

"Done" She said happily.

"Finally,i almost fell asleep" I said as she turned my chair to the mirror.

"Watcha' think?" She smiled.

"Thats me?" I asked and stared at my reflection in the mirror.

"Yeah,pabo.Lets go,time to put on your dress" She gave me a dress and walked out.

After putting on my dress,I stared at myself all prepared for the big day.I wasn't happy or sad.I felt a bit quilty because of that,but i convinced myself it was because I was nervous.After this day,i will be someone's wife.I was lucky to have Daehyun,but was it really what i wanted?

"You look so pretty" Someone said.I turned around and gave him a sad smile.

"I don't want to be without you,Dong" I said and hugged him.

"I don't want it neither,but its not the end of the world,right?Our parents would be proud on you,Hye Na" His words made me think about our mom and dad.I wished they could be there,to give me an advice and be with me.

"Honestly,i thought that one day you'll marry Jinhwan.You two were really in love,its sad it ends like this"

"I thought that too.Is he there?" I asked with eyes full of hope.

"I haven't seen him,sorry" He said sadly."But he will come,i promise.We're waiting for you outside.Everything is ready,we only need you" He kissed my cheek and walked out of the room.I sighed and looked through the window.I saw lots of familiar faces.My parent's friends,my cousins,Daehyun's family and Donghyuk who was greeting all of them.But Jinhwan was nowhere to be seen.I didn't want that day without him.I wanted to at least see him face.

I looked at myself one last time and turned around to walk.

Its time.

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