Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.23

Ch.23

"I need to find a job" I said lazily.

"Why that all of a sudden?" Dong asked suprised.

"They don't let me visit Daehyun all the time,only twice a week.You guys are not always here,Ayda probably went home and i'm alone"

"Maybe you can work as our stylist" Yunhyeong suggested.

"That would be funny" I laughed."I want something simple.Maybe i can work at the restoraunt"

"You decide,but we need to go to practice now.Have a good time" He kissed my cheek as all of them left the house.

"Wait for me!" Jinhwan yelled and ran from upstairs,but he stopped when he saw me sitting.I didn't dare to look at him,i tried to focus on a magazine i found.

"Hurry up" Bobby yelled,making him run outside.And i was alone again.

I already visited Daehyun so i had nothing to do.I took my jacket and walked to the park slowly.

"Hey its her" A girl from behind said.

"Hayi shut up" I ignored them and continued walking.

"Remember me?" One of them suddenly appeared in front of me with a mocking smile.I stared at her with a blank look.

"No" I pushed her and walked past her.I actually remembered her.Jinhwan cheated on me with her.

"Ya,don't lie.You know me well" She said,making me stop.I laughed and turned around.

"Why should i remember you?" As soon as i asked,i regretted those words.Why did i say that??

"Because Jinhwan loves me and not you" She smirked.I clenched my fists in anger,but i faked a smile.

"Like i ever loved him." I walked away,but she took my hand,making me stop.I pushed her so hard she fell on the ground.I left her lying on the ground,she deserved much more.

I sat on the bench and held my tears.I won't cry for him anymore.

"I thought you loved me" Someone said from behind.I kept quiet,not wanting to make a converstation with him.

"So you're telling me everything was fake?You never cared about me,am i right?You never wanted-"

"Oh,shut up already!" I yelled."I'm not going to prove myself to you.You ruined our relationship,just like you ruined my life.I don't want to be with you,i don't want to waste my time on you,because you are not worth it.Everything you do hurts me.First you leave me,then you stalk me,then you leave me,then you cheat on me!Whats next?You wanna kill me?" I yelled at his face.He stared at me with a sad look,but i won't fall for that.

"Do you like Daehyun?" He asked after a short silence.

"Thats none of your business.This is the last time we talked,Jinhwan.Don't talk to me ever again.We're done,i don't even want to be your friend.You destroyed everything we had" I said harshly and turned around to walk.

"Don't turn your back to me" He said calmly.

"I should've done that long ago" I walked away and left him alone.

I sat on the bench and sighed.Is it bad that i don't want to cry anymore?I shed so many tears over him,but now there's none.I feel sad,but no tears coming out.I got used on that kind of pain.I stared at the gray sky,it was about to rain.Why does it rain everytime we have a fight?But there won't be more fights.Its the end,i'm not coming back to him.

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"When are you going home?"

"Tomorrow night.Will you be here?" He asked and looked at me.

I nodded."Of course.I wouldn't miss it"

The room became silent,which was weird.He held a blank expression and he was staring at his phone all the time.

"Daehyun,is something wrong?"

He looked at me and smiled."No,no,i'm just waiting for a message"

"Can i ask from who?"

"From my mom.I asked her to come tomorrow so i'm waiting for an answer.I might sound like a baby,but-"

"Its cute" I interrupted.Remembering my parents made me sad.I wish they could be here,to meet Daehyun.He is a great guy,they would like him.

"What about your parents?" He asked and put his phone on the table.

"They died" I said as i stared at my hands.

"I-I'm sorry,i shouldn't have-"

"Its okay,don't worry" I faked a smile and stood up."I don't want your doctor to scold me for not letting you rest.See you tomorrow night"

"Don't go" He said,making me stop."I want you to stay"

"I wish,but they never let me stay longer than 2 hours.You should sleep,i'll come back tomorrow"

"At least kiss me" His words make my heart stop.

"Wh-What?" I stuttered.

"Uh,nothing.See you" He looked away and quickly covered himself with a blanket.I laughed lightly and left the room.He suprises me more and more.But Jinhwan's question couldn't leave my head.

Do i like Daehyun?

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Hiii!

Long time no see!And we're getting closer to the end,but i might make it longer,depends on my time.Just asking,who would you love Hye Na to be with?Daehyun or Jinhwan?I'll let you choose:))

C/V<3