Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.32

Ch.32

"Hey,you woke up" Donghyuk said.I nodded and sat up.I looked around confused.

"What happened?"

"You really wanna know?" He put something on a table and sat next to me on bed."Hye Na,i'm sorry.I know ho-"

"I don't want to talk about it" I interrupted."Whats done is done.Its was his choice" I looked down because i felt embarassed.In front of everyone,he admitted he cheated on me.He proved i'm not good enough.I felt stupid amd betrayed.I was such a fool.

"Do you want me to call Jinhwan?"

"No,please don't.I want to be alone" He nodded and hugged me.When he left,i stood up and went to the bathroom.I stared at my wedding dress that was all dirty.I kept asking myself why wasn't i good enough for him.

"Hye Na?" I heard someone calling.I walked out and closed the doors,but as soon as I saw who it was,I regretted it.

"Go away" I said and walked past him,but he took my hand.

"Let me explain" He stared right into my eyes,making my knees become weak.

"Daehyun,go away" I tried to push him,but he was too strong.

"Hye Na,just let me-"

"I don't want to listen to you!" I yelled."Do you know how i feel?Can you imagine it?You wanted to marry me and be with someone else at the same time,how aren't you ashamed?"

"Its not like tha-"

"What going on in here?" Donghyuk and Jinhwan came in.I gave Daehyun a disappointed look and turned to them.

"I don't want him here" Donghyuk nodded and took Daehyun out.

"I just want to talk to you!" He yelled.

"But she doesn't want to talk to you,not now Daehyun" The two of them walked out and closed the doors.I sat on the bed and stared at the floor.Jinhwan came closer and sat next to me.

"Are you happy?" I suddenly asked.

"What?" He looked at me confused.

"Are you happy now when you know Daehyun and i won't get married?Does my pain make you happy?" I asked with a small laugh.

"Your tears were never funny to me.And no,i'm not that happy.You are sad and i can see it.You cry over a bastard who ain't worth it"

Silence filled the room.He took my hand and squeezed it.I laid my head on his shoulder,I needed someone to lay on.

"You know,after you left,i didn't smile or laugh much.I became cold and bored with life.At first i didn't even sleep,i could only stare at our pictures and miss you.I knew Daehyun will be a problem.But,I waited for you and i'm still waiting"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm not giving up on you.I'll wait as long as it takes.You are the reason i live,the reason i breathe"

"I can't think about it now,I-"

"We'll get through this together" He kissed my forehead and smiled."I'll kill that guy if he gets close to you again"

I smiled at his words."You were always like that,even in high school"

"I hated every guy that came closer to you.And I still do"

"Why am i not suprised?"

"Let me take you out" He said."I want to see your smile once again"

"A date?"

"If you want,then its a date"

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"You're so cute" Ayda said.I stood up and took my bag.

"Is Daehyun downstairs?" I asked.

"No,we kicked him out"

"We?" I gave her a confused look.

"Jinhwan and I" I shook my head and laughed."Jinhwan is waiting for you outside the house"

"Do you know where he's taking me?"

"Yes,but i can't tell you.See you in the morning" She said and hugged me.

"In the morning?Wha-"

"Lets go" She took my hand and walked to the living room.

"It was about time you two get back together" Bobby commented.

"But we-"

"He'll give up if you don't go" Ayda said and pointed at the doors.I waved to others and walked out.

"Hey,you actually came" He smiled.

"You thought i would dump you?" I asked as he opened the doors.

"Yes" He sat on the drivers seat and started driving.

"How can you look so pretty in a pair of jeans and a simple shirt?" I laughed and blushed a bit.

"Hey,you took that jacket!" I said and stared at his jacket i had for so long.

"I found it in your box.Thats why i was late on your wedding yesterday.I can't believe you kept all of those letters"

"They still mean a lot" I said."Can i know where we're going?"

"Its a suprise.Here we are" He stopped and went out.He opened my door and smiled.

"What is this?" He took my hand and lead me to a huge building.There was some men standing in front of it.Jinhwan nodded at them and gave them a key.

"You're making me scared" I said as we walked in and went to the elevator.

"Don't be"He choosed a number and smiled at me."I know you hate walking down the stairs"

He took out another key and opened the doors."How do you like it?" My jaw dropped as i looked around.

"Remember this place?When we wanted to escape from our parents,we came in this hotel and took this room for one night.Just to remind you,we didn't do anything" I laughed when his face got a little red.

"I know we didn't" I thought he forgot about it a long time ago.That was on the start of our relationship.

"We got really far,right?" He took out a chair and made me sit.I nodded as he sat and took the menu.

"Whats your order?" I jumped when a woman came out of nowhere.Jinhwan laughed and ordered something for the two of us.

"What if i don't want the thing you choosed?" I asked because i had to idea what it was.

"Nothing spicy,i promise"

After the dinner we sat on the couch.

"I missed you" He suddenly said.

"You said that a hundred times"

"But its never enough" He put his hand on my cheek and came closer."Did i ever tell you how much i love you?" He said and kissed me.I smiled in the kiss as my hand went up to his hair.He deepened the kiss,making me lay down.Then i understood what Ayda meant by "see you in the morning".

"I don't want to go futher if you don't want to" He said and stared into my eyes.

"I do"

"Are you sure you're ready?" He asked with a worried tone.

"Don't make me change my mind" I smiled and kissed him.

"I love you" He said as he laid me on the bed.

"I love you too" I smiled  and covered us with a blanket.

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One-two chapters left.I see you guys are happy DaeDae cheated lol.

I'll let you continue this chapter by yourselves,i won't write that,no,no,no.

C/V<3