decisions | a Deamus fanfic

His Blue Lifeless Ones

A/N if you have noticed the name of the chapters are the last words said by Seamus? or Dean in the end of the chapter. 

It's kinda like context clues so you'll probably know what will go on in the chapter ;) AYE!

       It's been exactly two days since Dean has kissed me and I feel great! I feel like I can conquer the world!

    It's about eight in the morning on a wonderful Sunday, I sit up in my loft and stretch, I look to my left and smile to myself. There is Dean lying peacefully without a care in the world. I look around and notice only Ron is still sleeping. I quietly slip out out of bed, as I heard Dean snore I giggle a little bit quietly. But I guess it wasn't that quiet because Dean woke up. 

       I walk out of the dorms and into the bathroom. That's send the memories coming through my mind again, the sink where I cried the floor where I fell asleep and the wall where Dean hugged me until I fell asleep. Where he held me so tight that all my broken pieces seemed to fit back together, like a jigsaw puzzle of some sort.

      All of a sudden a pair of arms wrap around my waist, and a sleepy voice mumbles "Hellloooooo there handsome." I blush and turn around quickly. "Good morning to you too." I say sarcastically. Dean gives me his world famous smile, and let's go of me. I pout and he hugs me and I bury my head into his chest. 

             He smells like peppermint. Goddammit Dean, I hate you.

      He pulls back and starts walking out the door, he stops and turns around and looks at me. "Shay can we talk later?" I nod quickly, and he smiles. "At the courtyard?" He asks. I nods and reply. "Of course, what time?" He thinks for a moment then says. "Is one okay with you?" I nod and smile. "Yea of course." He winks and walks out.

    I do turn around and see Harry sitting up, and then saying. "You know you and Dean would be really good together." I blush and shake my head. "Are you kidding me? I don't even like him."

                     LIES SEAMUS LIES!

      Harry smirks and stands up saying. "Oh yea sure, he's totally not head over heels in love with you and you're totally not head over heels in love with him." He says sarcastically, walking to the bathroom. I stand on my tippy toes because I'm short, because well I'm Irish. "No I'm not!" I yell. In a few short seconds Harry replies with saying. "Well if you didn't love him you wouldn't be so hyped up about lying to me and yourself.

      I sigh. "Harry's got a point." Ron pipes up from underneath his blankets. I huff and walk out of the dorms. I don't need anybody telling me who I love, even though they're right. "Goddammit Harry." I mutter to myself and take a seat on  the couch. I have about 5 hours before I have to see Dean. What to do? What to do? 

    I stand up and walk back to the dorms. "Might as well study, because that's fun." I say sarcastically, and grab my potions book and walk over to a desk. I study for about 2 hours. Wow I know right, I bet you're proud of me too, but the only bad part is that I don't understand any of it. 

    I blow hair out of my face, and lean back in my chair. "Maybe I should just take a nap." I shrug and walk over to my beautiful, beautiful bed. I lay down on it and wiggle around in the sheets. "Oh bed how I've missed you." I say softly and fall asleep.

      When I wake up it's 1:09. I scramble out of bed muttering. "Oh fuck, Oh fuck, Oh fuuuuuck!" I say and quickly look out the window and see a cold little Dean standing outside waiting for me. God damn I feel terrible. I bang on the window, and try to get his attention. He finally looks up and waves. "Sorry!" I mouth to him and he mouths "It's fine!" back. I say and put on my favorite hoodie, a one that Dean gave me for Christmas last year. 

           I Run downstairs and run out of Hogwarts to the courtyard. "Dean!" I yell and he turns around and walks up to me and gives me a small smile, but then it fades quickly. "I really thought you bailed on me, I stayed here for a whole fifteen minutes."  He says sadly. I shook my head. "No, no, no Dean. I could never! " He nods and says. "Great, so what I needed to talk to you about was, actually lets sit down." He says motioning to sit around the fountain.

        I take a deep breath and Dean grabs my hand. "So Seamus, you may think of this as  a shock but I love you, not Ginny not anybody else, she was just a cover up, and I know I hurt you when I kissed her on the day back." He scooted towards me. "I love you a lot, and when I kissed you that day we were together, it wasn't because I was drunk it was because, I really wanted to kiss you, and I have wanted to kiss you for the longest  time, and I know I hurt you after I went to see Ginny after we kissed, but Goddamn Seamus I really love you, and when you were crying the other night it broke my heart because I never want to see you cry." He says lightly.

            I tense up and look at his lips then back up at his eyes. I'm lost for words, what do I say? He loves me! He finally loves me! I'm the one that he wants to be with, I was wrong, he does love me. I think for a second and finally say. "Dean I've waited for you to say that since our second year, I love you too.." I say lightly. He grabs my face in his hands and kisses me. I pull back shocked and he looks hurt. "I understand if you want to take it sl-" I cut him off by kissing him back, he pulled back smirking. "Hey Seamus something else I wanted to ask you." I nod. "Oh my goodness Dean you can ask me anything." I tell him.

                  "Alright he says getting down on one knee, taking my hand. Seamus Finnagan, also know as Shay Finnagan, will you be my beautiful boyfriend??" Dean asked. I nodded. "YEs Yes a hundred time yes!"

    

                   It's been a week since Dean and I started dating. I love him so much. I walked into the boys bathroom and fixed my tie.  All of a sudden Ron came in with his wand pointed at me. "So Dean left my sister for you!?" He yelled. "She wasn't even that upset but I am!" I backed up against the wall and closed my eyes and Ron muttered. "Crucio!" And everything went black.

                                 DEAN'S P.O.V

            I saw everyone crowd around the boys bathroom and Snape taking Ron to Dumbledore's office. "Where's Seamus!" I yell. Harry touches my shoulder and guides me into the bathroom where the rest of Hogwarts was. I walk into the bathroom expecting Shay to be there, but he wasn't,. Instead  he was on the floor. "Seamus no!" I yell running up to him and kneeling next to him. The next thing I knew I was crying, and holding Seamus in my arms. His eyes were still open, so I looked into them.

                           My tear glossed brown eyes, looking into 

                                               his blue lifeless ones.

                     A/N Wow 1.3K words yay Arielle! 

Sorry for not  updating I've been busy, but heres a new chapter, DEAMUS S NOW OFFICIALLY TOGETHER!

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