I wake up in the morning in Dean's arms, and instantly feel at home. I feel him stir and I whisper. "Good morning. " He yawns and gives me a lope sided smirk. "Good morning to you too Shay." He said softly. "Happy weekend." I answer sarcastically. He frowns and lifts me off him. "What's the matter?" I ask worried that he really didn't care about me. He pouted. "I have bad breath." I giggle at his cuteness. "What's so funny Shay?!" He asked laughing. I shake my head. "Nothing at all, I need to get dressed I'll be back in a few." I say and walk out.
I walked out and noticed everyone was outside, it snowed last night. I change my sweatshirt quickly and run back into the bathroom, and yelled. "Dean! It snowed!" He laughed at my remark, and nods, "Do you want to go outside?" He asked. I nodded, he smiled and nodded, "Alright let's go, but don't forget, your jacket you can't get sick, my poor little Shay can't get sick." I turn as red as a tomato, I nod quickly and turn around and walk out.
I return back grab my light weight jacket and go back into the bathroom smiling. "Okay, come on Dean let's go!" I whisper excitedly. He laughs at my expression and puts on his vest jacket thing. I hove my hand into my pockets and shoot him a glare. "Hurry up!" I motion to the door with my shoulder. He shakes his head and scoffs walking out of the bathroom and heading for the painting.
We walk out into the hallway and the stillness of everything around us captivates my mind, it's so quiet just me and Dean. Suddenly I say, "Don't you have to like meet up with Ginny?" I ask, why did I even say that! Now he's going to leave, fuck my life. He shakes his head and shrugs. "No I don't I'm getting kinda tired of her. " He says blankly. Great now my best friend might break up with his girlfriend because of me.
Wait maybe that's not that bad......Dean come to the gay side.....We have Seamus Finnagan , well I mean myself, but okay.
He looks down at me as we exit the castle. The first thing that I feel when I step outside is the brush of cool air mixing with the gush of warm air from the closing of the door from Hogwarts. Apparently it bothered me because almost as soon as I stepped outside Dean said, " Here take my scarf, I remember you told me you can't wear necklaces because you have a sensitive neck." He says softly unraveling his scarf and wrapping it around my neck gently carefully almost as if he made one quick move he would hurt me.
I feel my knees go weak and I blush a light shade of red, he must have noticed because he said. "Oh no you're cold want my jacket?" He asked in a very concerned tone. I shake my head, "no I"m not my cheeks go red every once in a while." I said giving him a reassuring smile. He nodded and kept walking. "Be careful there's an icy lake up ahead, it doesn't break easily but be careful." He said softly. "It's fine other students are up there 'skating' with sneakers." I answer, and run up to the lake, on his way there Dean nearly slips and breaks his neck. I cover my mouth and try to conceal my laugh. He gains his balance and pouts.
I go onto the ice and start slipping everywhere, before I know it Dean instantly glides over and grabs my hand to keep me from falling. "I got you don't worry." He says softly smiling. I nod and turn red again. Ohh what this boy does to me, drives me insane. I think as he doesn't let go of my hand, we start walking, and gliding around the ice talking about things as irrelevant as cranberry sauce. "Butterbeer or Firewhisky?" I ask him. He thinks for a moment and finally answers. "Butterbeer." He says confidently. Sometime I think he can be a little over his head, but you know, what's wrong with being Confident?
I realize that I was in my thought for far too long, when Dean finally asks. "Shay?" I Shake my head quickly. "Yes?" I ask. He smiles a little. "Answer my question?" He says laughing. "I turn red. "I'm sorry I didn't hear you." I say quickly. He brings his hand to my face and puts it on top of my mouth to shush me. I turn red once again. Damn you Dean. I think quickly.
"Seamus you idiot just be quiet and answer my question." He says laughing. "HE who must not be name, or Snape?"" He asks. I tap my chin and look up at him. Wow he's really tall. I think. We're the perfect height for each other, he can easily wrap his arm around my waist and...
"Shay!" He yells laughing. I look up at him dazed and confused. Then it hits me I need to answer a question. "What was the question again?" I ask sheepishly. He giggles and says. "AW, you're so cute." He says smiling which makes me go weak in the knees. "The question was, he who should not be named, or snape?" He asks. "Um he who should not be named, Snape is horrible!" I say, which sends him into a fit of laughter.
It makes me go all warm inside knowing I made him laugh and that I for once was the cause of his happiness, and not Ginny. I was the one that made him smile until his face hurt. I was the one that he wanted to be with today. I was the one he wanted to experience the first Hogwarts snow with. And maybe one day I'll be the person he wants to hold at night when his nightmares get bad. I'm determined to be that person. I'll make him see, that he belongs with me, not Ginny, not anyone else just me, Seamus Finnagan. The boy that Dean Thomas will love.
Dean snaps me out of my thoughts by twirling me around by my hand. I smile as Neville comes over to us with Luna. They make such a cute couple, but when Dean and I get together we'll be cuter. You know it's funny Luna and Neville both liked each other but Neville was to scared to ask her out. so eventually Luna asked him to the Hogwarts Christmas party.
He "Skates" over to us and asks. " Butterbeer." I shake my head, but Dean quickly takes two and glups them down in a flash. Neville laughs and takes Lunas hand to go talk to other Hogwarts students. "Dean I"m going back now." I say over the comotion of Students. "No don't" He starts slurring. He's drunk. "I'll go with you, yea?" He says taking my hand and leading me back to Hogwarts.
When we get there he says the password to the painting. We walk inside and almost instantly he says. "I have to meet up with Ginny soon but really quickly I have something I need to do." He says before gently placing a kiss onto my lips. Before he can pull away I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back. Wow great job Seamus! We trade kisses back and fourth for a while before he palls away and I'm panting. He winks and walks out.
I just had my first kiss! I mean sure it was with a guy that was drunk but the guy that I loved, and all I have left to say is.
Cheers to Butterbeer!
A/N YAYAYAY THEY KISSED!
did you guys like this chapter? I had so much fun writing it! Did you get all three references? If you didnt I'll give them to you.
1) Lyric from Confident - Demi Lovato
2) Lyric from You belong with me - Taylor Swift
3) The flash - T.V show
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decisions | a Deamus fanfic
Hayran KurguI fell in love with my best friend, Sometimes I regret it, Sometimes i love it, But right now, I truly believe that this is the best decision, I have made in a lifetime... - Seamus Finnagan ( Decisions )
