Lyrics Left Me

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The banner is Shawn Mendes who would be playing Connor, and the song is what Harmony listens to at the end of the chapter. Happy reading!!😊❤️
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"Harmony?"

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I turn around to see Connor's mom standing there looking like she was going to tear up. I run and hug her.

You might be wondering why I'm so happy to see her. You see, me and Connor's mom have a special relationship. You see my family moved two towns away for a reason. Everyone was told it was because the World Peace Group was relocating.

That's not it. You see, two and a half years ago. I got depression. I started to cut myself and I almost died.

You see, I had tried to kill myself by overdosing on my depression pills. I had gotten so depressed one night I started to cut myself. That wasn't enough. It was two in the morning and I went downstairs and grabbed my bottle of depression pills. I snuck back up to my room and took half the bottle. It wasn't working fast enough for me so I got out the knife I had been using to cut myself.

I started cutting myself deeper, and I screamed.

My parents came rushing in just in time. I was rushed to the hospital. Nobody was allowed to see me except my parents. I was there for two weeks. During that time, my parents convinced the World Peace Group to move two towns over. After I was let out of the hospital and was able to walk, my parents packed up and we left without a word.

They were so ashamed of me we had to move. I stopped listening to music when I got depression. That was the most idiotic thing I have ever done. When I started listing to music again, it set me free. I never had the urge to cut myself ever again. Music is an escape that nobody can ever take away.

Anyways, nobody was told that I was at the hospital. I told Connor's mom everything two days before the incident happened. I told her everything from when I got depression, to when I started cutting myself. I haven't seen her since then. She was like a mother to me.

"I thought I was never going to see you again. I guessed what had happened and assumed the worst. I assumed your parents left because they wanted to keep your death a secret. I grieved for you and Connor never understood why I was crying. But I'm so glad you're okay. Don't worry, I didn't tell anyone." Sherry whispers in my ear so Connor won't hear.

"How are you darling?" Sherry asks me when we stop hugging.

"I'm great! It's been so long. Me and Connor were just singing." I tell her. "How are you Sherry?" I ask.

"I'm great. I was concerned though when I saw Connor go downstairs then an hour later I hear a shout of 'LETS DO THIS!'" I laugh at Sherry's impersonation of Connor. "I just had to see what all the commotion was and I come down here and I couldn't believe my ears, or my eyes. The Harmony Winters. What is she doing in my basement?" She says looking at me.

"You guys are right next door to my house actually." I say, "So, umm why did you guys move over here anyway?" I ask

"Well, you know how there's a record company in this town?" Connor asks

"Yeah?" I say unsure.

"I've been offered a deal."

To say I was speechless would be an understatement. I knew Connor was good, and he so deserved this, but all I could think about is when he goes on tour and things when he becomes famous, what will happen? Will he turn into a party boy? Will he get drunk every night? Connor wasn't like that, but fame does things to people. Bad things.

"That's great Connor!" I say as I force a smile. "Well, umm I have to go, but I'll talk to you later. Bye!"

I run back over to my house and go to my room. It Saturday, and I have the house all to myself. So, I plug I my headphones, and I open my notebook. A happy song comes on, the happy song. "Happy" comes on and it makes me want to scream. I need a song that will match exactly how I feel. So, I turn on "Teenagers" by My Chemical Romance. Now this, is how I feel.

I start writing lyrics of how I feel. I feel like how this songs sounds.

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Hey guys!!! Wow, big reveal with Harmony. And Connor too. I can't even figure out how to continue, I have so many great ideas and plot lines all mushed together, I have no idea which way to go. When I first started the book, I had the whole book planned out, but now, things are taking twists and turns. I think it's going to be interesting. Well, I think I'll post two more chapters later tonight and have that be it for today. See you later lovelies!!!!!!😊❤️