Kik Me.... (A Mindless Behavior love story)

Wishes Happily Granted

Ny'lah P.O.V

I went to my room in the bus and closed the little door i picked up my journal and started writing i wrote about roc and how I actually thought he was 'The One' I was writing about my emotions and my feelings until I heard a knock come from the door

"no ones here....Go away" I looked at the door slowly swing open it was Princeton , great ...the fuck does this ass wipe want

"hey" he said I looked at him

"you've got to be fucking kidding me" I said to him " you play my best friend like that and you walk in here an say 'hey' like shit sweet nah Brah " I said he walked up to the bed and sat down he put his hand on my thigh and said

"look ny'lah I can't change the past I would walk up to K'LYNN right now and say I'm sorry but I'm not I mean don't get it wrong I sincerely apologize but I'm not sorry" he said

" your a dick" I said he leaned in his breath hot on me tickling my skin

"can I be YOUR dick" he said I didn't reply and without warning he kissed me the kiss was full of lust and want and without second-guessing I kissed back he pushed me softly down on the bed then all of a sudden k'lynn's voice fill the room

" oh my fucking god ny'lah what the hell why are you kissing him you suppose to be my bestfriend" she screamed

" i i i ugh i didn't mean it" I said stuttering

"bullshit! ny'lah what happened to you you've changed....what happend to my best friend?" she said once the words slipped from her mouth I got angry people change so she had to know

"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU'RE BEST FRIEND? SHE GREW UP SHE STOPPED ACTING LIKE A CHILD AN YOU SHOULD TO K'LYNN YOU SIT AROUND AND CRY OVER EVERY THING A LITTLE BIT OF ADVICE FOR YOU ...GROW UP AND STOP ACTING LIKE A PUSSY GODDAMN YOU'VE HAD A ROUGH CHILDHOOD AND YOU HAVE HIV BOOHOO SUCKS FOR YOU BUT GET OVER IT STOP BEING A FUCKING DRAMA QUEEN!!" I screamed at her i totally lost it I looked at her eyes that's when I realized I went way to far this time

"oh my god K'lynn I'm sorry I didnt-" before I got the word out she had already ran off

K'lynn P.O.V

I ran as fast as my legs could take me to the bathroom I locked the door and sat on the edge of the tub I can't believe it I'm unwanted by everybody even the people who I thought that would be there forever ..there was only on thing I could do I got up and looked in the cabinet looking for my secret stash I found it and I grabbed a bottle of ibuprofen thats when I heard ny'lah at the door

"k'lynn open the door I'm sorry"

"no" I said as I open the pill bottle taking out 2 pills but 5 came running out the bottle

"please K'lynn open the door"

"NO" I screamed out "NOBODY WANTS ME NOBODY EVER WANTED ME FROM THE FUCKING START AN I TRIED TO PUSH AWAY THE BAD THOUGHTS BUT YOU KNOW NY'LAH ITS GOTTEN TO FUCKING BAD BECAUSE NOW.........I DONT EVEN WANT MYSELF "I said letting the blade flow across my arm making a huge cut I quickly through all of the pills in my mouth

"K'lynn no no no no no don't do anything stupid" she said I grabbed the razor sliding across my arm

"this is for you mom" I said sliding it across my arm " for Leaving me alone in this world"

"this is for you Princeton" I said making a bigger cut " for acting like you cared "

"K'lynn you know how I am now OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" she screamed out but I ignored her

"this is for you ny'lah" I said sliding the blade hard against my wrist "for pretending that you were there for me for so many years"

"fuck it K'LYNN I'm about to break this mother fucking door down now "she said kicking the door it was now or never I thought I quickly found the vain in my arm and said

"and this is for you dad for getting what you always wanted.......Me dead" I said sliding the blade down in the vain

"Argh!!!" I screamed out falling back holding onto the razor

Ny'lah P.O.V

"argh!!!" I heard the loud screamed come from the bathroom and I used all my strength and kicked the door as hard as I could as it fell I looked into the cold bathroom and gasped at what I saw